My Mistakes

First Time

Chapter 13: First Time

Dean's POV

I don't know why I'm such an asshole. I didn't mean to yell at her or to make her cry. I was just mad as hell at the fact she almost kissed another dude. I don't know why I just expected her to stay loyal to me when I'm sure as hell not loyal to her. We're not together so I didn't owe her any loyalty. She knew who I was before she started messing around with me. That's her fault not mine. I did feel guilty for making her cry because I do have feelings regardless of what I portray. It's just frustrating as hell trying to keep her happy. Nothing I do is good enough for her. I didn't promise her anything. I was really bringing a kid into the world with a girl who despised me. Just thinking about Tyler's hand on her stomach feeling MY son kick was infuriating. Not only did he go after my girl, but he also got to feel my son before me. The disrespect from the both of them pisses me off. Avery had been in my life for only two months and she's managed to piss me off more than anybody in the world.

*Avery Henderson made her first post from awhile now. Instagram*

Great, just great. Way to pour salt in the wound Instagram. I click on the notification which transfers me straight to the post. It was a picture of her stomach and the ultrasound we had got from the doctor.

It's a boy!💙👶🏼 #22weeks #babyHenderson

BABY HENDERSON?? When did she post this? Three hours ago. That was during the game. She's giving him her last name!? That bitch! She knows how much him having my last name means to me. She sure as hell wasn't going to change it now. Not after the fight we had. What in the fuck have I done? I scroll through my contacts landing on the name I was searching for. As Avery said, I'm a man whore so what better way to let off some steam than to fuck.

"Hey Natalie are you busy?"

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Avery's POV

     "It's done, it's over and in the past. I could care less if he fools with me or this baby." I say to Nevaeh and Traeh after an hour rant about how the father of my child was a piece of shit.

"You don't mean that. You care rather your child grows up without a father or not." Nevaeh spoke rolling her eyes.

"Of course I do, but do I really want someone around my kid that doesn't even have respect for his child's mother?" I spat.

I filled them on every last detail of mine and Dean's argument. I didn't mention the fact that I loved him. I'm humiliated enough that I got knocked up by him.

"You're right that he should have more respect for you, but what if he's a great dad?"

She's right of course. He might be a great dad. I wasn't going to tell him not to be apart of his kids life, but he has me mistaken from one of them dumb bitches he fucks if he thinks he's going to have different females around my son.

"He may be one. I'm not denying him of seeing him. But any sexual or romantic relationship between me and him are done." I tell her plopping down on the couch in the middle of her and Traeh.

We decided to have a girls night in and just relax. It had only been a day since mine and Dean's argument and I didn't have it in me to face people right now. I have my face mask, freshly painted nails, and a bowl of popcorn with my two favorite people in the world. What more could I ask for on a Saturday night?