silver of my soul

LITTLE DID I KNEW

Who am I ?
light in darkest of times
Or
Darkness that consumes the light,
Am I pure deed?
Or
An evil sin.
Am I righteous sage?
Or
A virtuous hymn.
I whine,
I complain....no one knows the real me. But,
Then again I question myself.....
WHO .AM . I. ? .
- Mansi Gupta

WIN'S POV

I shielded me eyes with my hands groaning against the brightness,I can sense someone else's presence in my room and a flash of memory of last night came to me, Bright singing to me......hugging.....kissing!,slowly I opened my eyes not sure of what to expect,took a peek ,their is a silhouette near the window holding the curtain allowing all the light in , it's not bright but I know who she is, the body is short, girly, long hairs...totally opposite. Am I disappointed or relieved.

"Good morning darling " It's Alice, wearing nothing just my shirt, her voice soft ,seductive? "or should I say afternoon".

I sat up sliding the quilt away still sensitive to light I turned my back to the window setting my feet on the floor.
"Ahhh! my head is killing me"

"You were too drunk last night and you slept like a log as soon as you hit the bed "plus I have low alcohol tolerance, last night's events still too fuzzy.That's when I took in my surrounding it's not my room ,of course I would never take Alice there no matter how drunk I am, on that note I wouldn't go home drunk myself, Ice would kill me.

Bed dipped behind me, Alice kissed my shoulder massaging my back ,her hands warm,it felt good, I relaxed enjoying the massage, especially after how sore my back feels nowadays like small pins are digging their way in ,maybe it's because of too much sitting late nights on my swivel chair.

"There is an aspirin if you need"

I glanced at the way she pointed, and took the aspirin and water from the beside table. Both much needed.

"Feeling better"

She is again unusually sweet and attentive to me last time it happened I was freaked out but it was fine after we talked now mostly it's just about sex with her.

"I am still horny you know".She bit my ear sliding her hands to my front It stirred some of last nights memories which made me uncomfortable.I stopped her mid way taking her hands away gently.

" I am sorry but I need to go Ice must be waiting and I have a lot to do at work and with exams overhead, I really don't have time, I need to go".

"Okay, but I have a gift for you I didn't gave you anything"she pulled away reluctantly pouting her lips and sat next to me but without any seducing attempt which was unexpected but great! She is being uncharacteristically agreeable today.

"You don't have too, really it's fine"
I said , she adjust the way she is sitting so that she can face me.

"Even when I say you can have anything you want, literally anything" Her look is suggestive.

I smiled shaking my head "I don't want anything, I have everything I need"

"Do you? " A sudden change in her voice, her look, she scanned me from head to toe ,A dark gleam in her eyes
As if she knows everything about me.

"I don't understand what you want me to say "

"I want you to say what you truly desire, what you are afraid to admit about yourself, that you are hiding from everyone" she is sounding a little too serious actually a little creepy too.