silver of my soul

Where Are You? My Silver Soul- I

Win's POV

I still have yesterday's hangover ,it was a bad idea to drink on weekdays , especially when its your first day at university in morning!!

But I kind of needed that to settle my emotions that's scattered everywhere,
After my parents death everything seems to fall apart, Especially when I still don't know who killed them.

It all started two months ago...... we were a happy family,my father ,my mother ,and my cute little sister. My father owned one of the biggest company in states.They loved me so much.

It was all my fault if only I wouldn't have forced them to go on vacation at our old farmhouse, my parents loved it there , they would have been here with me.They died when they were saving a child from some kidnappers on their vacation.

Police told me that there are some cult kind of thing going on, small childrens are being kidnapped without any trace ,
The child my parents saved was lucky cause he got away with my parents help and he was the one who told them about my parents .Unfortunately they died before help could reach them.

I can't help but feel proud to be their son. They always taught me to be good and respectful to others. They were so kind...

But my anger on those people who killed them ,my guilt,pain is making it harder for me to live a normal life but I have to ,if not for me then for my sister she is still just 7 years old. I have to be strong for her she have already suffered alot . To be in the same house again without my parents and my sister running happily all over house was killing me so I decided to shift .

I came here because my best friend who also happens to be my cousin Era, wanted to study here . My sister also didn't minded cause i guess she felt same as me,she is very brave and smart than a 7 year old should be ,Infact I guess she comforted me more than i did her.

I got admission in the middle of the year because of my good grades at my previous university .Era had always been there for me and my uncle her father is the one who is looking after my fathers company despite of having his own company to handle just for the time being .I am trying my best to learn everything as soon as possible and I have learned alot. Dad also had a main branch here in Bangkok so I can just balance my study and business together.

It took me a month to shift here ,now I am trying to distract myself from every negative thought and being there for my sister . I am patiently waiting for police to find those bastards ,but as days passes without any report from them my patience is wearing thin.

Last night I again felt so weak and hopeless after talking to the police who had no lead. I was so distressed that I forgot about my date with alice and I had to do so many things to make it up to her,afterall she is one of my distraction I met just weeks ago ,I know I am being selfish but she knows that I am not serious its just physical relationship ,

It was also because of that asshole who mislead me so that I would help him and I got late to meet her ,it is so stupid of me to believe him , actually it was my idiocity of thinking everything by myself I cannot believe I was behaving so weird then, talking so much and not letting him say anything maybe I was trying to fill the deaffening silence in my life I was feeling also trying not to show my sorrow to anyone. I was so annoyed at him and embarrassed by my behaviour but somehow it felt different than the same feeling I have been feeling for months now ,I smiled when I thought about his reactions to my unstoppable talking and the way he talked to me while he was going to his house His voice was soothing ,I made a fool out of myself yet I felt like laughing at everything that happened. Somehow I felt a little light after a small encounter with that annoying stranger.

Now I am early at university so i decided to sleep a bit before lecture starts .........

Bright's POV