Analise
November 3
10:21 am
"This mall is soooooo dead" trin randomly said to me as we both stood behind the register, leaning on it.
"Not as dead as my sex life right now" I blurted out and trin looked over at me
"Awe he still holding out"
I sucked my teeth "yeah. He swear I need to grieve but I already did that so lemme fuckkkk. It's been forever Trinity"
"Ana... it's been days"
"No. Almost 2 weeks. And he think it's a game"
"He probably don't wantchu to be all emotional and in the middle of sex, end up crying. That'll take a man's dignity"
"What do I have to be emotional about"
"Analise. Girl your sister just died"
I exasperated, resting my fist under my chin
"Besides, you ain the only one going without"
I turned my head towards her
"Darius still ain tryina fuck?"
"Nope" she popped the p while playing with her nails "all he wanna do is lay up and talk. I mean I actually like that and really do enjoy it but right now my hormones are ALL fucked up and I be horny as hell"
"Aweee" I poked my bottom lip out as I rubbed her 4 months along stomach "my little bean"
"Well your little bean bout to get on my damn nerves. She need to stay back and stop with all this extra shit. Got me getting fat and craving sardines.. and I don't even know what sardines taste like"
"Eww" I scrunched up my nose "and you eat them?"
"Hell no. That's one craving ima have to let suffer cause NO."
"And what makes you think its a she? I think it's a boy"
"Because I just know... I need me some ice"
"Ice..." I said as I looked off, thinking "I remember this one time Dre tried this little thing with ice.."
"That sound like fun"
"I was"
"Did it feel good?"
"Great"
"Hmmm.." trin bit her lip "I might have to try that"
"You should. Watch how yo life change"
As I looked at the entrance of the store, I saw Aysia's sister Kierra walk in and I knew it was for shoes because I saw her online order in the back earlier
"I'll go get your shoes" I told her as I walked off to the back and went to grab them. Once I came back out I handed her the shoes
"Thank you Ana"
"You're welcome" I replied before getting ready to walk off but stopped "can I ask you a question?"
"Yeah"
"What does your sister wanna talk to me about?"
"Aysia?" She rose her eyebrow before shrugging "I don't know.. she told you she wanted to talk to you?"
"She spoke to my momma about talking to me"
"Honestly I don't know. I don't know what's been going through my sisters head lately"
I nodded as she started speaking again
"Maybe she realizing life can't go the way she want it. She probably ready to grow up"
