Analise
November 5
2:24 pm
We made it to the beach house rental my momma got for the weekend and only been here for like an hour and already Autumn was on the phone arguing with her stupid ass baby daddy.
I walked outside to the back where she was sitting on one of the beach chairs with her phone on speaker, face bawled up
"NO! You missing the fuckin point destin! I really dont even have to tell you shit when it come to what my kids got going on"
"Them my kids too Autumn! The fuck"
"Kids you don't take care of. Never did. Even before I left yo sorry ass who woke up early every morning to get them ready for school? Who took them to doctors appointments, dentist appointments and other shit? Who kept food on the table AND made sure the food was cooked? Who payed for school shit, field trips, Christmas, birthdays and anything else? ME! I did that shit by my damn self and I'm still doing it now while you STILL do the bare minimum. I can count on one hand the number of times my kids seen you since I left you. And when you did get them it's not for long. So no! I don't have to let you know I'm taking my kids to the beach for the weekend and who we with don't concern you."
"You know what I ain even bout to argue witchu right now. Do whatchu doing but just know we ain finished with this shit right here"
"Yes we are. Go worry about that other baby of yours, the hell" he told him before hanging the phone up and blocked his number "swear I hate that dumb ass nigga"
"Don't we all" I spoke up and she looked back at me, laughing a little
"Well not all of us can get a Dre"
"Now I'm not saying all of that, cause Dre far from perfect"
"But he's perfect for you"
I nodded while coming to sit beside her "yeah. That he most definitely is"
"What's going in witchu and school"
"Girllll I'll be done December 14th. Then I can walk across that stage and don't have to worry about this shit nomore"
"I thought you wanted your masters eventually?"
"Honestly I don't even know if I want it anymore. I'm just ready to quit foot locker and get another job. Shit, at this point I might just become a stripper"
"Go ahead. You got the body for it now"
"Righttt" I enthusiastically stood up and looked down at my body "if these job interviews don't hurry up, I just might do it forreal"
"Girl Dre will kick yo ass"
"He probably would but he'll be alright" I told Autumn as I sat back down "serious question... do you think you'll ever get in another relationship again?"
"Right now no. I really don't think I wanna date again as of right now. As long as I've been with that boy and still ended up getting done that way I was, that turns you off from even thinking about dating again"
"I understand.. I just hope that one day you can just get the MAN that you truly deserve"
"Yeahhh one day. But until then all I need is my kids and that all I'm worried about"
"Period" I agreed as my phone started ringing. I pulled it out of the pocket of my- well Dre's sweats that I wore and saw it was him FaceTiming me
"I forgot to let this man know we made it" I sighed, answered the phone
"He bout to curse you out. Watch"
The phone connected
"So you want gone tell a nigga y'all made it to the beach?"
