𝑀𝑌 𝐶𝑂𝐿𝐷 𝐶𝐸𝑂?ꨄ︎ ◣ʟʜ.ғғ◢

15ꨄ︎

Ⓜ︎Ⓨ︎ 🅒︎🅞︎🅛︎🅓︎ Ⓒ︎Ⓔ︎Ⓞ︎?

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Luna Pov❦︎

|I turned my self into a a small spoon as I my eyes became swollen and puffy while I wipe the tears while thinking deeply of my childhood that is hunting me, I might not be an expressive person but I just keep it inside me hoping that someone will help me get out of my lightless self, like now I thought that being condescending, arrogant and ill mannered is a way to make friends and happiness and a way to feel that you're not alone but I guess I was wrong. off all my life to be honest I just want the things that they are saying |

"just die!"

"Rot in hell!!"

"I Hate you!"

"Useless!!"

" TRY BEING NICE AND THAT WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING"

TO BE TRUE..

But I guess....

|that side of me is rare to find and I don't care I may look so stupid,crazy,hopeless, threatening and slovenly but the things that they did to me printed inside of me and the only way to get that thing out of me is|

RIP IT TO PIECES...

Next day-

Still Luna's Pov

|I walked downstairs to only meet my mom who was as usual busy as I saw how father just drink there at the couch while mom who barely notice me as I walked directly to the kitchen not making any eye contact with the both of them cause they make my eyes hurt even my whole chest..|

Mom: Don't bother picking up any and just take an apple and go to your so called business work

|Said my mom while still looking at the papers on her hands not stealing a glance at me as I pulled my hands out of the pancake and taked an apple instead, well I don't care I'm on a DIET
My head says, as I walked off not remembering something..|

|As I was out of the door I felt a bag hitting my head cause of its hard things inside as I looked behind me to see my father drunkly looking at me with his "UNREAL" smile showing as he spoke..|

Dad: You forgot your shjt in this house young lady and your workaholic mom said DO NOT COME BACK!!

|He said and slammed the door Infront of my face as I bit my lips to control my tears. How stupid of me crying for a great thing..|

Luna; Finally out from the chamber

|I sigh and walked to my car who was old and rusty Cause of not having enough time we'll great, I hopped in as I bumped my head on the staring wheel to only look at my foot as I felt a water dropping from my eyes to my shoes who know have tear drops..|

|I turned on some music to get my self high and out from my missereble self as I daydream as always while I close my eyes listening to it's lyrics as I felt my cheeks wet as I wiped it out and smiled thinking about my useless, horrible, life while I looked outside my window to see a man not until it turned it's head and to only see...|

HEESEUNG....

|My eye turned into pure evil as I saw how he entered his car and was talking to his phone while he haved worried looks plastered on his face as I started my engine when I saw him drove away planning something very Nice and I'm sure that can get my worries away and this is for me to finally do and not ANYONE ELSE..|

POVꨄ︎

|Luns saw Heeseung car ahead her as she smirked out of the blue and drive fastly like a maniac and avoided all the cars that was on line and hers were just passing by with just a blink of an eye as it all started with a beeping disaster..|