Xiao Zhan
I can't believe what just had happened. I slapped myself a hundred times now, thinking how foolish I am.
How I wish I could just bury myself underneath, and disappear at that moment. I felt so envious of potatoes, at least they can hide away from the world.
I need a distraction.
I turned on the TV and scanned some channels.
"The Untamed, coming soon."
Oh God, I need some distraction, not something that reminds me of him!
I quickly changed the channel.
*music rolls*
*commercial: Uniq Wang Yibo for Head and Shoulders*"Forget it!"
I turned off the TV and throw the remote away.It's no use!
I stood up and jog in place trying to collect myself.
"Yeah, the canvas! I didn't open it yet. Where is it?"
I found it and gladly opened it.
This must be special because that little girl made an effort to give it to me.I was dumbfounded when I saw what was drawn inside.
(Photo not mine: Credits to wallpapercave.com)
A tear rolled my eye without me realizing it.
I felt my knees soften like jelly so I sat down on my apartment floor.
Why am I like this? Do I like you, Wang Yibo? Am I losing my mind? Am I ... gay?
Questions flooded my mind and I don't even have an answer to any of these.
I never felt like this to anyone before. And I hate myself for it.
I looked at my watch, it's already 1 pm. Yibo told me last time that he has a photoshoot this day, so I think he's already there.
I quickly got up and took my keys. I need to see him. I need to confirm my feelings. I need to see him before I lose my mind.
***
I sneaked into Wang Yibo's agency. I wore a facemask and a black cap to disguise myself. Unfortunately, some staff still recognized me, so I just bowed down and quickly got out of their sight.I went to the studio, but the area wasn't set up yet. I saw Yibo's assistant and slowly went to her.
"Mr. Xiao, what brings you here? Are you looking for Mr. Wang?"
I nodded slowly.
"Mr. Wang said that he can't make it today."
"What happened?"
I wrinkled my brows.
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Not Like The Movies (COMPLETED)
RomanceActor Xiao Zhan cannot believe that he will be a lead actor in a danmei live-action adaptation of a well-known novel. But what's more unbelievable is that his growing attachment and affection to his co-lead star, Wang Yibo. After the show is over, h...