I just...I don't know but I'm not supposed to be crying...I'm stronger than that, I don't cry...I can't cry...I punch things, I don't cry...gosh I'm pathetic. Music is supposed to block everything out, thoughts included, but it doesn't. Why is it that the one thing you try to control can sometimes end up causing you to rethink everything, causing you to cry, and I don't cry. What the heck is wrong with me? I'm over here with tears in my eyes like a pussy whipped school girl. I don't even know what the heck is going on in my mind right now but it's not good, I know that. I can't right now...I just can't.
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The X File
HumorIt's weird that I'm starting this way late in my life when I could've done this at the beginning but better late than never, right? So I got this idea to wrote out my thoughts about life from "After 3" and I thought it would be good to write out ev...
