I don't even know why I even try to hide it like I hate mushy couples because in reality, I want to be them. I'm jealous of what they have because I never got to experience that. I never had a boyfriend, elementary school doesn't count. I've always wanted to be asked out on a date, to be told I'm beautiful by a guy and he means it, to be loved by one person. I want the cute dates where we can lay on a rooftop watching the sun rise and talk for hours. I want the good morning and good night texts, the random kisses, the Netflix marathons, him holding my hand, hugging me by the waist...all that cute crap that I despise when other couples do it...I want that. But nobody likes me anyway so I guess I can only dream about it until my time comes.
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The X File
HumorIt's weird that I'm starting this way late in my life when I could've done this at the beginning but better late than never, right? So I got this idea to wrote out my thoughts about life from "After 3" and I thought it would be good to write out ev...
