Chapter 21

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People walked in and out of Harry's room, saying there goodbye's. I had decided along with Anne and Gemma that he needed to go. It's been three weeks and no sign of any improvement.

I didn't want to do this but I didn't want him suffering anymore, it was time to say good bye and remember what we had. Remember that he was my one love, he gave me strength and yes he may had made bad decisions but he was everything to me.

For the past few weeks I thought, why didn't I just forgive him maybe let him back into my home again none of this would of happened if I did.

I looked up when I heard sniffling and seen Anne crying, standing up from the chair I walked over and hugged her tightly " It's going to be alright " I told her but she shook her head " I just got my boy back and now I've lost him again but for good. He isn't coming home "She cried. I tried holding back my tears but I couldn't any longer.

Sitting there talking for a little I heard a machine beeping I looked up and watched it change, It felt like it went in slow motion watching the machine go from saying he was alive to saying he had flat lined.

Running out of the room and screaming for a doctor or anyone felt like my life was crumbling. Harry was dying in the room and I couldn't do anything.

I wanted to take him away when it was necessary, the doctors sent Anne and I out of the room and said to wait.

I couldn't sit any longer so I paced the room, " Mrs Styles " A doctor called for Anne. Walking over to her I grabbed her hand. The doctor sighed and looked down at the papers " I'm sorry but we really can't keep him going any longer you need to say Good-Bye ".

Collapsing to the ground, I cried and cried about everything. Losing Darcy now Harry. Not being able to tell him I love him one more time, not being able to hold him close while he holds me.

Walking into the room, I walked over to the bed and grabbed his cold hand " Harry I hope you can hear me but I love you so much, I forgave you ages ago no matter what you did I loved you and all I wanted to say is Good-Bye my love ". All I remember hearing after Anne spoke to him was a machine buzzing and silence.

* This is not the end *

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