Red Rose (Harry Styles Fanfiction a.u)

Chapter 11

I have never seen Harry so quite, he just stood there staring at me " No " he mumbled over and over again. I sighed grabbing his hand " Yes Harry " I reassured him again. I have lost count how many times I have had to say that the past five minutes. He looked into my eyes and I finally seen that he had tears brimming his eyes " We can't have a child " he mumbled to me " we are so messed up " he told me. I nodded " yes we are Harry but maybe this is our chance to change the past and look to the future " I told him softly. A small smile forming on his lips, showing off his dimples " I'm ready " he told me. I leaned in and kissed him softly, I was finally looking forward in the future and willing to forget the past. I was willing to finally forgive Harry and the trouble of the last two years. I love him dearly and I believe that this child is our hope, i know some of you think that's selfish having a child that is coming into a broken family but we can figure this out before the bubs born.

* 2 weeks later *

I was sitting on my bed reading a book when Harry came barging through my door " I found this amazing shop " he yelled to me. I chuckled and shook my head, ever since I told him I was pregnant he just changed into this person I never knew was there. He has been there for me ever since not wanting to leave my side, he told me something like ' You could trip and hurt yourself' I found it so cute so I let him stay. If we were going to figure this out then of course we had to be around each other more.

At the moment he's sitting on the bed and nagging me about getting out of bed for once and going shopping . I just sighed and nodded " fine Harry I'll come then ".

I got changed and walked down to where Harry was standing, he grabbed my hand and we left.

We arrived at a baby shop and i chuckled to myself, we entered and looked around at all the baby stuff. I smiled to myself and felt happy for once in my life. I actually felt happier then the moment i found Harry again, or maybe that's a lie. I was brought back out of my thoughts by Harry showing me this beautiful crib set, it was a dark brown. He smiled " so?" he asked me and all i did was nod. We have chosen our baby's bed set. We walked over to the counter and told the lady what we wanted to purchase, she told u the price and I almost had a heart attack. I looked at Harry and shook my head but all he did was smile at me £900 " I told him, " I loved the look on your face and i knew i had to get it ".

* 1 week after buying crib, now 3 months pregnant *

We weren't able to collect the Crib set straight away but they were dropping it off for us today, we have decided to use my 2 bedroom apartment for our family instead as Harry had said where he lived wasn't safe for our child. he didn't go into my information about it. I just agreed so right now I'm cleaning out the spare room so we can start setting up the items. I felt relaxed today and it was strange because normally when I clean I fell hot and bothered also annoyed. But I think because I'm cleaning for my child that its sort of sinking in that soon in about 6 months time I will be a mother to a beautiful boy or girl.

I also have a appointment today to get a scan I'm so excited but scared at the same time, Harry told me he couldn't make it which made me sad as it was our first scan together to see our child and he couldn't even make time to come.

I heard my doorbell ring, I left the room and opened the door to see a delivery guy I signed some papers and he brought the boxers into the spare room. I stood there staring at the boxers and groaned deciding to get dressed and leave for my appointment.

I hated waiting, it felt like hours but just merely minutes. My name was called so I followed the nurse into a room. She told me to lay on the bed, she raised my shirt over my belly. The gel was bloody cold on my bare skin, she moved the wand around and the next minute there was my child on the screen. I was shocked at the size of it, it was beautiful. The nurse printed some pictures and cleaned  me up. I found out that the baby was healthy and that my next scan was in a month and i could find out the gender of my child.

I went home with the biggest smile on my face but soon dropped when I realized that once again Harry wasn't home, its nearly 6pm and its dark in my house. He hasn't been home in the last two days but what can i say I knew it wouldn't last long him being around all the time, wanting to be with me. He is only doing it because I'm pregnant with his child. If I wasn't he wouldn't be here but why should I worry because he isn't here now and he most likely won't be back.

All i can do for the meantime is keep myself come and happy for this baby, I don't want to lose another loved one.