Red Rose (Harry Styles Fanfiction a.u)

Chapter 22

* 2001 *
" Clarissa " my mother called for me, today a boy named Thomas hurt me he said he liked me but lied " Yes mother " I called out to her.

She walked in and sighed. Sitting on the bed beside me she held my hand " I want to tell you something a bit of advice actually " Nodding I listened closely. " Boys will tell you so many lies, they will say they love you and won't hurt you but you need to pick out all the guys and find that one that will hold your hand through fire, he will stand by your side in the wrong and rights ".

 Looking down at my little hands " you need to know that one day you will find that man and you will know its him but you need to promise yourself that no matter what and I mean no matter what never let him go even if he wants to you need to hold him close and remind him that you love him ".

Smiling I gave my mother a hug and smiled brightly " thank you ".
 
* Current *
I was holding Harry crying my eyes out, it's been half a hour since they turned his life support off and for some reason he was still fighting.

The doctors said he should of died straight away but he will at any moment, anytime he could just let go and disappear from me.

 I had to hold on to him and remind him I'm here for him and he didn't have to leave. " Pease Harry, I can't let you go just yet " crying I hugged him tightly " My mother always told me to hold onto a man that loved me and I'm holding onto you Harry I don't want to let you go ".

Anne walked over to me and touched my shoulder " Clarry he's gone okay " She cried to me but I shook my head " I told myself that I would be fine that this is what needed to happen but now I want him back I don't want him to go " I screamed holding onto his hand as Anne tried dragging me away " Please Anne, make him stay " I cried as I clutched to his hand. I wasn't letting go, I wasn't let my child's father leave us, I wasn't letting my one true love leave.

He will fight for us, he will fight for his family and he will fight for himself because he is needed here with us.

Anne turned me around hard and stared at me " Clarissa you heard the doctors, he's gone there's no going back now " I shook my head " He needs to wake up " I mumbled through tears but she shook her head " He's with Darcy now Clarissa ".

Collapsing to the ground I finally let go of Harry's hand.