Red Rose (Harry Styles Fanfiction a.u)

Chapter 15

Every guest at the funeral had come back to my apartment, it wasn't big but i wasn't in for talking I just hid in my room. Everyone talked about what they knew of about Darcy but really know one knew her as well as I did, no one knew of her cheekiness you would receive first thing in the morning.

Just thinking about memories brings tears to my eyes, how could i still cry when i thought i cried myself dry today. I was disturbed by a knock at my door " Come in " I mumbled. Harry entered the room with a plate of snacks and a drink, he walked over to the bed and sat on the end of it. He just sat there staring at the food sighing every now and then.

I looked over at him, " Harry ?" i asked quietly. Which made him shoot his head up but didn't say a word he just handed me the food but i shook my head. He sighed trying to force the food onto me " Clarry you need to eat something " i looked at him angry " since when have you been worried about my wellbeing ?" i snapped.

He looked at me taken back " I was just offering you food as you haven't eaten in days " he told me " i was just looking out for you".

I stood from the bed " No Harry I don't need your help anymore " I yelled at him " All you do is hurt me and right now I have a lot more hurting me, right now I couldn't care less about you and what you want because I know when all this is over you will leave me and Joshua not caring what happened to us " I cried, i had tried holding them back not wanting to show him how weak I am but i have given up.

 " Clarissa it isn't like that anymore, I will stay by your side please believe me " he begged but i just shook my head and laughed in his face " I've heard that so many times from you harry, you told me you never wanted to see me hurt anymore or cry and you did you hurt me again and the only reason your here is because of Darcy " I screamed in his face " You never cared for her never !".

The guest must of heard because someone was knocking at the door " Clarry love please clam down " Anne said through the door " Not until Harry leaves me the fuck alone ". He stood up trying to come near me " No " I said and pushed him towards the door " I don't need you and so doesn't Joshua " I said sternly " You had your time to say good-bye to her now leave, I want nothing to do with you or your drama ".

I have finally said good-bye to him, I have finally had enough. I don't know if it's the sadness and anger kicking in but all I know is that I've had it.

He looked at me sadly " Please Clarissa I want to know Joshua you can't just push me away completely " He said, " Harry you did this to yourself, you made it clear you wanted nothing to do with our family when you never returned home ".

I moved away from him " It's your fault so deal with it but don't make it out to be me because it isn't I had tried so many times to fix us but we can't be fixed because you can't fix something that was always broken ".

And that was the last thing i said to him that day before he turned around and walked out the door but he said one thing that sunk in.

 " Clarissa Mae Jones you are my one and only since that day you saved me from Jake, you were determined to fix me. And you did you saved a broken boy from screwing his life up. Yes i didn't do what any man should of but it was never your fault I'm the blame. I love you ".

And he closed the door and walked away, I didn't know when I would see him again but maybe this is what life wanted for me. I wish it didn't take Darcy but maybe not having Harry could be the right possible choice but I really hope what I said sunk in and made him realize what he had and what he lost because he is never getting it back.

Never