ikigai |billie eilish

three.

"eiliana" billie whispered but i ignored her. "eliana" she repeated herself, i gave in and looked over at her. "hm?" i raise my eyebrows.

she flips her hair to the other side then pushes her paper so i can see it. she looks at it for a second then looks up at me. "uhh" i grab it for a second then put it back on her desk. "3" i tell her then go back to doing my work.

i was in math class right now and billie sits next to me so occasionally she asks me what answers are to stuff. "eliana" she mumbled i told her to call me eli. "it's eil and what" i said dryly "the answer you gave me is wrong"

"i know" i said then smiled at her. her jaw dropped a little then she mumbled "bitch" i continue doing my work but the teacher called me up to her desk. "don't forget you have detention today" i keep my mouth shut because of my agreement with mr.miller so i just nod.

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"eliana... you're back" mrs. davis puts on a fake smile then points to where i can sit at. i sigh because she puts me there every time. i sit down and pull my book out of my book bag.

"you stalking me or something" i heard a voice say so i looked up and i see billie. "get the fuck outta here grass head" i laugh then she smiles then shakes her head and she sits right next to me. i hope she doesn't plan on talking to me.

it went by pretty quick and now since we could leave i got my book bag then left the building and started walking home. billie drove up next to me and rolled her window down. "want a ride" she raised her eyebrows. she asks me this everyday and everyday i have the same answer.

"no. leave me alone. we are not friends" she puts her hand on her heart and acts like i hurt her. "you're so mean" i shrug and mumble a small 'ok'

she drove off then leo facetimed me and i answered it, obviously. "hi hoe" i smile and he props his phone up so i can see his whole outfit. i grin widely before hyping him up. "wait why are you dressing up" i ask suspiciously.

"i'm going to dinner with my family" he picks his phone up and i nod remembering he told me the other day. "well i'm boutta be home so bye" i put my phone up at an angle then he flips me off and hangs up.

i walk in the door and my nose is automatically hit with the smell of weed. "fuck" i put my shirt over my nose then look around. i see my sister and her best friend nessa smoking. "dude mom and dad are gonna be home in a little bit, clear this shit out" i cough while they laugh. "nah it's fine" ebony said.

my eyebrows furrow together and turn around to look at her. "i said clear this out. fucking reeks in here" i grab a water bottle and sit down on the couch. "i said it's fine, they don't care" ebony says and takes another hit from the blunt then passes it to nessa.

"don't try and act all cool in front of your friend. i said clear it out so you clear it out. i wouldn't wanna come home from work to my house smelling like weed" i get up and walk over to her. she stands up gets close to me "man chill the fuck out. you're pissing me off"

i scoff "dude you better back the fuck up. i'm really not i'm the mood" nessa stands up and tried to get in between us but ebony doesn't let her. "cmon guys stop" we both ignore her "you're a fucking bitch you know that? you always got something to say"

i shake my head i start to talk but i get cut off by someone pulling both of us back. "both of you need to stop" my dad said seriously. "no she's being dumb as fuck" i clench my fists then ebony pushes me back but i don't fall.

"you got me fucked up" i start going towards her but my mom pulls me back. "stop" my mom yelled and we both look at her. "i'm gonna go" nessa said and my parents wave bye. we tell her what happened "see shes being so difficult. she always does that whenever she's around nessa. exactly why i don't like her" she scoffed

"you don't like anyone" she defends "for a good reason"

"okay stop. ebony if your sister tells you to do something, do it. and eli please don't embarrass her in front of nessa" i roll my eyes then nod. "don't roll your eyes at me" my mom gives me a stern look and i apologize. "apologize to each other now" my dad signals us and we give him a, are you serious look

we finally give in and apologize then hug each other. i go up to my room and scroll on my phone. i decided to take a nap because i'm always tired.

an: short chapter cause i literally don't know what to write ugh

bye bc them arguing is so cringy but i don't feel like changing it so