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i'm gonna ask billie to be my girlfriend.

i mean it's obvious that we both like each other, she's treats me so good. i always feel safe with her. not to mention she's one of the most beautiful girls i've ever seen.

when i'm with billie i feel like i'm floating, like i'm on cloud 9. she always makes me smile, she gives me butterflies. i love hanging out with billie, when i'm with her it feels like nothing else matters.

at first i wasn't sure what was gonna happen with billie. i didn't want to like anyone, it scared me. but i know that billie would never hurt me. so i'm ready, she's been so patient with me. she knows that i've been through stuff and she's helped me figure everything out.

she's impacted my life a lot. she changed my look on love, how i feel about other people. she got me to break down my walls, she taught me to trust people.

so since i wanna ask billie to be my girlfriend, i'm making dinner for her. my parents are out working and ebony is out doing god knows what.

i've never really done anything like this for billie or anyone so i hope i'm doing it right.

i'm making vegan mac and cheese, and i'm setting up the table right now. i'm using the fancy plates and silver ware. i got some candles and i lit them up then put them on the table.

i did a couple more things before i looked around to make sure everything looked good and that nothing was out of place.

i looked at the time, billie should be here any minute and she's usually on time so i went upstairs to look at myself in the mirror.

i looked at the time, billie should be here any minute and she's usually on time so i went upstairs to look at myself in the mirror

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an: not her, just for reference

i fixed my hair a little bit, it was down because i knew billie likes it like that. i also haven't had it down in a while so i decided today i should.

i went down stairs to check on the mac and cheese in the oven. it was baking right now, it's gonna be done in a few minutes.

i heard a knock on the door so i went to open the door. once i opened the door billie looked at ever detail on my body. "you look good" she complimented me as she came in the house. she closed the door behind her.

she pulled me closer to her, i put my arms on her shoulders and she had her hands right above my butt. i smiled as i looked at her "hi" i gave her a quick kiss then pulled away. i grabbed her hand then led her to the table.

once she saw everything she pouted her bottom lip out, she sat down. "what's this for" she questioned me. i shrugged "i just wanted to" i started to walk away because the oven beeped, billie softly grabbed my hand so i couldn't walk off.

"baby the oven-" she cut me off as she gave me a sweet kiss. once we stopped kissing our foreheads rested against each other. "thank you" she whispered out. "don't thank me, i wanted to do this" i went to go get the food out of the oven.

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