It's Only 6 Years... (James Cassells Fanfiction)

Chapter 21- Brother

A/N- Btw guys this song is so sad, Ik it came out awhile ago, but please give it a listen. I love it so much.

-3 days later-

~James' POV~

Lexi was sitting in the back lounge resting, she had just been through an eventful thing after all. To sum it all up. She woke up about 4 hours ago after being asleep for nearly two days. Danny instantly crowded her with question after only 3 minutes of being awake. She nearly broke down in tears, somehow though she made it through all of the questions without shedding a single tear. She was brave in her act of facing all of us about her past and issues reflecting on why she did what she did.

She told us about what her 'father' had done to her, and what stress the whole situation with me saying what I did brought her to her old habits. After 3 hours of non stop worrying questions from everyone, she grabbed my hand and took me into the back lounge. We had talked about what had happened and how she was sorry, and I'm not sure I can get into it right now. Let's just say after our talk she ended up falling asleep against my shoulder.

She looked so peaceful in her sleep. It made me smile, but at the same time I felt horrible. I still did this to her, and no matter how many times she tells me that everything is okay now.... I won't be able to get passed the fact that I still hurt her and made her do those things to her legs. I swiftly and carefully began to get up; I didn't want to wake up Lexi. I quietly made my way out of the back lounge and headed up to the front to talk.

As I walk in I see Danny standing in front of the rest of the guys. "James..." He pauses motioning for me to come over and listen. "We have a pressing matter on our hands having to do with both the tour and Lexi." All of the guys including myself nod.

'What is he saying?'

"So... with Lexi's case and all that's going on...." He takes a breath then continues. "I'm cutting the tour short." He says quickly.

Everyone's jaws dropped as he said that. "What? What about the other bands? The fans even?" Blake spoke up.

"This is for Lexi's sake, you have to understand that Blake. I just don't think it's good for her emotional trouble... ya know with touring, moving around a lot and all of that stuff. As for the other bands. I didn't tell them exactly what had happened, but they're supportive and they're going to continue the tour without us..." Danny looked like an absolute wreck.

"And as for the fans... I tweeted and sent out messages on all our social media pages that we will not be continuing to tour." Everyone's faces seem to fall in sadness and disappointment.

This is where I stepped in. "Maybe he's right guys," Everyone turned to look at me. "I mean Lexi did just... ya know... do that to herself. Taking a break from tour is a bummer, yes I know, but this is for Lexi's sake. Would you rather have Lexi not here at all?" All of the sadness and disappointment tuned into steadiness. They all seemed to understand my newly made statement.