James jumped to his feet. "No!! I dont like him!"
Confusion spread across my body, it then hit me. Anger now coursed through out me. "You're just like Danny aren't you? You don't want us to be friends? Well you can just Fuck off, James. Why is everyone so against our friendship!!?!" By this point i was getting close to him, only a couple inches away. I felt like hitting him, but i knew i couldnt.
His face distorted once more, but this time with confusion and disgust."NO!! Thats still not it. I'm not against your friendship, and danny can just go fuck off. Other than that no one else is against your friendship... And its not that I like Blake..." He paused for a second. His face softened. And he took a step forward closing the space between us.
'This cannot be happening' I thought to myself as he pressed his lips to mine. My eyes shot open and I shoved him away.
"What are you doing!!" I yelled. I didn't know what came over me. He had just kissed me , my dreams were made a reality and i was pushing him away?
"I'm sorry Lexi, I don't know what came over me. I just... I just, I like you ok." He sighed before sitting on the bed once more, looking at me once more before looking at his now entangled fingers. "I know I'm a sick twisted person for liking you."
I can't believe he actually thought of himself in this way...
"I'm so ... fucked up for feeling these things, I mean you're a teenager, six years younger than I am. I'm a sick twisted fuck, I know."I walked over and sat next to him, grabbing one of his hands and entwining it with my own. He was now looking at me. I could see the tears in his eyes. "It's Okay James. You're not sick or twisted. Im sorry for pushing you away, because i feel the same..."
"....really?" he whispered a tear fell from his eye.
I nodded and wiped the tears away. I leaned in and just as we were about to kiss, Ben bursts through the door saying "I told Danny, I told Dann-" He eyes locked with mine, his were widened in shock. James shot up from where he was sitting, our hand still locked together.
"It's not what it looks like Ben.." He stated.
"Y-You two were about to kiss, AND you're holding hands. I think this is exactly what it looks like.." He smirked.
"Ben, can you just... Keep this between us? Please?" I was now standing, walking towards Ben at the door. James' hand was forgotten behind me.
"I dont know..." he said slyly.
"Please, Danny would kill James. Then there goes the band. There goes everything." I was about to break down at this point. James could see this and stepped forward.
"Please, Ben? Just don't tell Danny.." I felt a tear slide down my cheek, and James wrapped around me.
"Fine, I wont tell Danny." He said with a sigh.
"Tell me what?"
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