Home is You

Chapter 5

Liam

It's extremely late when I finally pull into our driveway. I'm pretty sure Steffy is still up and that the kids should be sleeping. Steffy sent me a couple messages not too long ago asking when I'd be home. I drove around a bit, after leaving Dr. Sanders' office trying to clear my mind and absorb what he was saying to me. Even though, I played it off to him and denied his thoughts, I knew immediately when he said it, that there is indeed something off and that it's been off for awhile. Thinking back, I see the warning signs that I did brush off, contributing it to one thing or another.

I drop my keys on the table and rub my hand on the side of my face. I exhale sharply in frustration, before loosening my tie.

Our bedroom door opens up, and Steffy appears. Her hair is up on her head in a messy bun, and she has on a black silk robe, revealing her long gorgeous legs. "Hi Baby," I whisper as she walks over to me.

Steffy immediately wraps her arms around my neck and pushes her body against mine. I can already tell that she is naked underneath her robe. She places her hand on my scruff, rubbing her thumb through it. I stifle a groan at her gesture. I wrap my arms around her burying my face in the crook of her neck, before sighing. Just having her wrapped around me has made me feel slightly better.

"Babe, what's wrong?" she asks with concern running her fingers down the back of my neck. "You look like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders. You look off. I'm worried about you. What is bothering you?"

I place my hands on her hips and look down at her unbelievably gorgeous and sexy state. "I see you are ready for me."

"Babe...."

I shake my head relenting to the question she asked, "Just an absolutely long day. Everything that could possible go wrong today, went wrong. It was a disaster," I say rubbing my face.

"Do you want to talk about it? Is there anything that I can do for you? Do you need help with the letter?" Steffy inquires removing her hands from around my neck, before placing them under my arms and onto my back. She leans her head on my chest. "Are you hungry? You should eat something, Liam. I'm sure you haven't eaten anything all day."

"You are doing what I need right now," I smile placing a kiss on top of her head. I don't want to talk about it honestly. I just want to lay with you and let go of today. You always know what I need."

"Okay Babe, whatever you need. It just pains me to see you in pain. Go in the bedroom and relax, I'll be in to keep you company as soon as I'm done cleaning up out here and putting your plate away."

"Thank you Baby," I say kissing her head once more before breaking our body contact.

I close the door to our bedroom softly and take my suit jacket off flinging it onto the chair. I plug in my phone, before stripping down to my boxers. I am beat. I slide into the bed and cover myself with the blankets. I hear Steffy come in moments later. I know she's worried about me. I just don't want to tell her what is going on yet with me. I need to know more before dragging her into this mess.

I watch her undo her robe, letting it fall to reveal her bare backside. She pulls the loose hair tie out of her head, before ruffling her hair and letting it fall down over her shoulders. She is so beautiful, that she takes my breath away.

She slides in next to me and wraps her arms around me, pressing herself against me before resting her head on my back. Her body is warm against my cool body. "You are freezing, Babe. Are you sure you are okay? Do you feel okay?" She moves her arm around my torso to roll me over so I'm facing her. "You might be coming down with something? Have you taken anything? Liam, you should've come home earlier if you were feeling like this. You could have the flu or something. Screw that damn editor's note."

"Steffy—"

"I'm going to make you some soup," Steffy says to me getting up from the bed to wrap herself back up in her robe.

"Steffy," I say again tugging her arm. "Come back to bed. I'm okay, really."

"Liam," she begins to protest.

I pull her down on the bed as I pull the covers up enticing her to lay back down with me. "You are the only medicine I need right now." I reach down her body and flick my finger against her clitoris, before lightly tugging at it.

Steffy moans audibly closing her eyes to relish my touch.

"That's my girl," I whisper into her neck, sighing in satisfaction.

She leans her head down on my chest, and I move further down into her vagina. I feel her become immediately slicker at my move. "Oh Liam," she moans into my chest her face planted directly into my sternum. "Please," she begs, leaning up to kiss me, before planting several kisses down my chest.

I am torn at the moment as the obvious heat rises between us. I feel two different things right now. I want to bury myself in her, lose all the control I have, forget about the day and what Dr. Sanders said, but at the same time, I want to roll over and go to sleep and hopefully wake up realizing that this day never occurred.

Just as I come out of my depressive thoughts, as I feel her warm mouth wrap around me, as I slowly go deeper into her mouth.

"Steffy—Baby, please," I groan as my eyes shift directly to her mouth. "I can't—"

"Let go Liam," she commands not taking her eyes off of me.

All rationale is out the window at her command, as I succumb to pleasure and moan her name. She once again erotically wipes her mouth off with her finger before sticking her finger back in her mouth.

I immediately pull her down onto the bed and enter her slowly, taking a moment to slowly dip in and out of her to tease her before slamming in and out of her as if I'm in a fierce competition. I become extremely rough with her as I continue the eye contact between us. I suck between the valley of her breasts, leaving my marks, before pulling out of her, my member still throbbing and ready to go. I flip her around so she is on her hands and knees and her butt is in the air. I quickly admire her perfect pulp ass, before plunging, fast, quickly and deeply into her, picking up the pace with each thrust. I fist my hands in her hair and slightly press down on her back to keep her still.

"Oh Baby...it's just—just..." I can't even finish my sentence. "Oh my God." I pick up her hands, steadying myself and place them behind her back, holding them there with my free hand.

"Liam...I—I...don't..." Steffy cries in pleasure.

I ignore her pleas as I pull out of her once more wanting this to last longer, her not knowing how much I need this, need her and how much this is distracting me from dwelling on the unknown. "I need you, Baby, so damn much."

"Liam," she moans, before exhaling shakily.

I flip her over. I bring my lips to her center and take a deep long rasp taste of her again, not stopping at the tip, but continuing up her stomach, thru the valley of her breast, to her neck before finally planting my lips on her mouth.

I break the kiss, moaning as I feel ready to explode. "Tell me Steffy," I demand as I enter her once more. She begins to tighten around me. "Tell me, I'm the only one."

She moans as I continue to aggressively pound into her as if I'm proving something. "You are the only one, just you, always," she breathes closing her eyes.

"You are mine," I declare passionately, meaning it with every fiber of my being.

"Yours, only yours, always. You know how much I love you."

At her words, I release once again, pouring into her, before finally collapsing on top of her.