Home is You

Chapter 34

Steffy:

"Tell me, Liam," I say running my hand through his scruff. His arms are still tightly wrapped around my waist.

"What has you so scared? What has made you pull away?" I ask. It hurts my heart so much that he is in pain and can't tell me is inner feelings, and what's going on inside of him. I've searched high and low for him, there is nothing I wouldn't do for him. How often do I need to tell him? Is he that broken by this diagnosis? Does he not understand that I cannot do life without him?

Liam sighs, before bringing his hand up to caress my cheek. I close my eyes and soak in his touch. I've missed him so much. I feel whole for the first time in a long time. I feel satisfied. The way we came back together and all we did together in the past couple hours still has me tingling. I still want more. If all these questions weren't running through my mind right now, I have no doubt in my mind that'd we'd still be making love. I want to cut to the chase and convince him to come home. I am desperate for him to be inside of me again. I've gone too long without his touch.

I sigh, as my breath hitches at my thoughts and I feel slight tingling down below. I subtly try and squeeze my legs together so Liam doesn't notice.

"Someone still a little hungry?" Liam smirks at me, immediately noticing the shift in my body language. He pats my leg with a smile. "We have a few more available rooms that we haven't used." He runs his hand up my leg softly, bringing his lips to my ear. "I would love to take you to my bed," he whispers in my ear as I feel his hot words. "Cha ChaCha," he says biting my ear. "We have a year to make up for," he reminds.

"Mmm, sounds nice." I relish in the thoughts he is suggesting

"See, there are benefits," he smile

I shift myself off of him. He is too distracting. I need to get this out. "If you let this out and tell me what is going on, I promise that you can take me into the bedroom and do whatever your heart's desire is and for however long you want. I will be completely and fully at your mercy."

"This is driving me crazy," Liam sings in semi annoyance as he pulls away from our kiss.

"I know, me too, I never want to leave," I say reluctantly pulling back.

"So don't. Just get your stuff from Thomas' tomorrow."

I roll my eyes at him playfully. "I just moved in there."

"I know," he smiles. "I shouldn't have let you. I should've chained you to our bed."

I smile, "That's not a bad idea."

"All I want is to take you and throw you over my shoulders and take you to bed."

"Bed," Liam says a moment later, as he continues to kiss my neck.

"See? I know that you are debating it," Liam smiles, pulling me out of my daydream.

"Not saying that I definitely don't want to, because I do. I haven't nearly had my fill, but we need to get this out in the open and talk about it. Not talking about it is not helping me and it's definitely not helping you. You are so distracting, Liam., but I am not letting this one go. So, let's hear it."

I sigh, "I know that you were going for the testing, and that obviously you received a diagnosis. Why didn't you tell me on the day you received the diagnosis that you had a doctor's appointment? Why did you insist on going alone? Did you know something prior to the doctor's appointment?"