fifteen

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cara's pov

i looked up from my hands and gazed at sam.  he was driving, but trying his hardest to pay attention to me.  

i coughed anxiously, i was about to do something that would either make the next few months awkward or the best time of my life.

"i like you.  a lot, and i don't know how you feel about me, but i guess what i'm trying to say is, i have a crush on you."

i let out a sigh of relief for finally uttering those awkward words, and looked at him for a response.  

"oh, uh, ok.  i mean, i like you too, cara, but we don't know each other that well.  i think you're beautiful, and funny and amazing, but we need to spend at least a few more weeks with each other until i can make you my real girlfriend."

i nodded and jutted my head out a little more to show him that i'm not as hurt as i actually am.  i can't believe i just basically got rejected, i shouldn't have told him it yet.

"but hey, don't think about all that shit right now, we're gonna have fun right now!" sam laughed, squeezing my hand.

"yeah, you're right.  i don't even care anymore."

i totally lied, but i didn't want sam to feel pity for me, or he would start to get feelings that i know weren't there before.

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