Hey guys, um, updates might be a little slower because I'm not feeling very well. A boyband I have loved for five fucking years has just lost a member and I cannot deal with it right now. One Direction will never be the same with Zayn, I can pormise every-fucking-one that.
I grew up loving the 5 membered boyband and I don't know how I will get used to it only being a 4 membered now. I don't think I ever will and I don't think anyone will.
Zayn, I hope you know we love you and support your decision, no matter how much pain it causes. You're still one of my heros and I really hope this new chapter in your book is everything you wanted and much much more.
I also hope you know that my life will never be the same again. You were, and always will be, a huge factor in my life and I love you so much. You don't deserve all the hate and all the shit you get from people.
I hope now the media and people realize that words fucking hurt and can cause serious consequences. Lord knows how many girls world wide are crying their eyes out because the media and haters couldn't keep their damn mouths shut.
I know I am bawling my eyes out, I mean, I can barely type. I know One Direction won't be the same and I know the fandom won't be the same. I knew One Direction wouldn't last, however, I didn't think it'd be so soon.
I had a wonderful, wonderful past 5 years. These dorks have kept me smiling for as long as I can remember and have always kept me happy. I can't remember my life when I wasn't obsessing over these guys.
So yeah, updates may be slowed down a bit because my heart is in serious pain right now. I feel like a piece of it was ripped out. I probably seem like I'm overreacting but I don't care. I love Zayn and have for 5 years and will for 500 years.
...I have loved you for a thousand years, I'll love you for a thousand more...
Zayn has been a huge impact on me and has always been my idol. He's such a sweet guy and I can't believe he left, but it's his life, let him do as he wishes. All I want is for him to know I love him and wish him the best.
If you're a directioner aswell, or crazy mofo, 1daf, whatever you like being called, we can all cry together and eat ice cream while Zayn Malik videos play.
#ForeverInOurHeartsZaynMalik
#RIP1D
ONE DIRECTION: 2010-2015 (because they'll never be the same again)
Stay awesome and stay sexy,
~Allena aka Mrs. Irwin aka Queen Reject aka Your Punk Rock Princess ♡
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Michael Clifford's Secret Sister
Fanfic"She won't ever give me a second chance guys, and we all know it. I fucked up, big time. And the price I had to pay? I lost my sister, my only sibling..." (Book 3 of my Secret Sister series or S.S)
