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I know that I take long enough to update as always but I think I'm either going to take a break a break from this book or end it. I'm already so far in so I think I'm going to take a break. I play tennis which takes up all my time and now Zayn quit One Direction. I cried so much last night. In the shower and to sleep. My dad FaceTimed me and I broke down. It hurts so much, ya know? Like, he won't be on stage, or on the next album, no more 5/5 commercials or pictures or ANYTHING. No more high notes, and that. The boys are sad now. Fans have commit suicide. Everyone's sad. My chances of meeting Zayn were slim to none and now I have Zero chance of meeting him :( I haven't cried this much since my grandma was nearly dying in the hospital when I was 10. No more Zouis, Ziam, Zarry and/or Ziall. I keep tearing up and I literally stayed home today because crying made me physically sick. My head is poundind, my eyelids are swollen, and my stomach feel so upset, I could throw up 6 times if I let myself. I hope that you all feel alright from yesterday's situation with Zayn. I love you all. Sorry.

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