Face To Face With The Devil

Chapter 39

I was home. Home.

This wasn't home, but it was the closest thing I had to one.

My home was where I saw my mom last, it was where my dad and I had our last real conversation, it's where I used to tell my parents I loved them every day, now I was living in a house. Not a home. 

Just a house.

I walked through the front door with a frown on my face, thank God it was Friday. As soon as I heard my phone go off with a particular ringtone I was overtaken with happiness.

Pressing my ear against the phone I already felt my cheeks start to hurt from smiling, I waited to hear his voice, my hands itching to touch him.

"Hi." He spoke through the other end of the phone, "Hi." I responded with a laugh, "hey," "hey," "are we going to keep doing this?" His deep voice sounded calming and soft as he spoke to me, "probably not." "Fay I'm bored and I miss you."

I haven't heard that sentence in a long time, it made me smile even more, "I would miss you but Seb I saw you less than an hour ago." He grunted in response, walking up to my room I fell on the bean bag and let myself relax "that's just cruel, I know you miss me," "that would sadly be correct, also did you finish your math homework?"

"I knew you would miss me and yes I did." The hardness of his voice was still there but I could feel myself closing my eyes and just listening to his voice that was so special to him.

"Really, you did?" I was shocked, wait no who was I kidding he was lying, why on earth would he do his math homework "of course not you idiot" yep there it was, not surprised.

"Anyway, I was calling because I have a fight tonight and I was wondering if you wanted to come then later I can come over and I'll help you with your math well I sit on your beanbag chair cause I miss it?" He probably missed that thing more than he missed me.

"Sure why not I can clear up my plans just for you, who's going?" "Well thank you for making such a sacrifice, the guys are coming and you can ask Violet and Becca if you want I don't care, I just want you there." 

He had no idea what he was doing to me by saying little things like that.

"Ok, I'll ask the girls, what time should we be there by?" "Be at the underground by nine, my fight starts sometime after nine," "ok we'll be there, don't worry, are you nervous?" With all the fights I've done, I always got this sickening feeling in my gut but I would never call myself nervous just excited to get in the ring. 

"No not really, I just don't want to jinx it, you know?" "If you were here I would probably give you a high five."

I laughed as I said that because a high five? Really? "Why the fuck would you give me a high five?"

"Because I can." I teased, "Well if I were there I would push you against the door and rip off all of your clothes."

Wow slow down, my face went hot and I rolled my eyes feeling my body respond so easily to just his words, "I would kiss you all over then lay you down on your bed and kiss my way down your body admiring the way you look when your all wet for me, I would watch you beg for me to make you feel good and then as I do I would watch you come undone for my viewing as your legs shake and moans leave those pretty lips of yours that will be wrapped around my dick soon enough." 

Holy fucking shit. Where the fuck did that come from?

Fuck. It just got really hot in here, well I can't stay silent, I want him to feel the way he made me feel.