We Saved Each Other (Tommyinnit)

25- don't die today

Holy fuck! We hit 430 reads and I could not be more grateful! I started this book expecting for one or two reads and hers we are! Thank you to everyone who always comes back to read and interacts with the story!

This chapter is very gory and graphic. But it is one of the most important chapters in the book so I suggest not skipping it! :D enjoy!

⚠️TWS
Cursing
Signs of Ed
Self harm signs\mentions
Abuse
Gore
Blood

Tommy's POV

I grumbled as my alarm blared into my ears. Light peered through my window as birds chirped happily. I began to pull myself up but felt a sharp pain in my neck. 'These beatings are just getting worse and worse' I thought to myself. I went into the bathroom but for my morning shower and let the scalding water hit my bruised body. I stepped out of the shower and got dressed but not before looking in the mirror.

For the first time I didn't see a snobby fat kid. I saw a broken traumatized boy who was as skinny as a twig and covered head to toe in bruises and cuts.

"Week"

My fathers words rang through my head. I knew it was true, I was weak. My pity party went on for about two minutes before I decided to do something. I decided it was time to go get some food since I haven't eaten in a week or so.

Once I got to the kitchen I saw my father on the couch watching tv but ignored him. I grabbed an apple but before I could leave the kitchen it was taken out of my hand.

"What did a say about eating" my father screamed in my face. I was quite annoyed at this point so I responded.

"Don't" I mocked, attitude lacing my voice . I knew I fucked up the second his angry expression turned into a tight grin. He than began his rant about how fat I am. No matter how fast he talked each word was clear and loud. As he talked any ounce of confidence I had left drained away leaving me hating myself. I let his words sink in and soon enough he was out of the house slamming the door behind him.

I sighed in relief because I wanted to stream. All the hunger inside my body dissipated and left disgust as I looked at the apple on the counter. I left the kitchen and sat at my computer. I let out a shaky breath and hit start stream.

"What is up boys!" I screamed, putting on my Tommyinnit persona. I found it funny how fast I could switch. I logged onto the smp and just ran around before a few people joined my call . Tubbo and Wilburs voice rang through the vc as they joined.

"Hi wil, hi tubs!" I greeted them. We chatted and laughed our asses off until a heard a few more dings indicating more people joined.

"Hey techno, Phil, and boob boy" I joked earning a large sigh out of ranboo. I began to fix the prime path as everyone talked about random stuff. Soon enough someone else joined the call.

"Hey big D!" I yelled as dream joined the call.

"What did I say about calling me that?" Dream asked me.

"Nothing" I said quickly, holding in laughter. Soon enough everyone was just chatting. I began to think. At home I was scared for my life day by day and living on the edge. But with these people I actually feel like I mattered and I will keep it this way as long as possible.

I will make sure I keep getting to hear Wilburs brotherly lectures, technos orphan killing plans, and Phil's comforting words. I will make sure I can keep telling Tubbo he is a big man, keep calling ranboo hot just to watch him get all flustered, and calling dream big D just to watch him descend into awkwardness. I will make sure I get yo keep seeing George blush when he sees dnf comment, sapnap say hey mamas and get bullied and watch Karl and quackity act like a couple.