We Saved Each Other (Tommyinnit)

14- invite

Welcome back to another chapter!

⚠️TW'S
Affects of abuse
Self harm
Cursing
Starving

Tommy's POV

I woke up to a cold bed. I looked around to see a small sticky note on my computer. I walked over to it and read.

Hey Tommy. I remembered I had school today so I left early. And I know you are going to start worrying and no, I left before your dad woke up. Also remember to take 2 of the pills I left on your desk every 6 hours to help with pain. And take off your bandages in the morning so your cuts can air out. If you start bleeding or your stitches come loose call me. Have a good day Tom!
-Lia

I smiled at the letter. I looked over to see a small bottle of pain meds on my desk. I took two and swallowed them with a sip of water. I looked at my watch it is 8:30 so I will take more at 1:30. I noticed my cup was getting old so I should go wash it or get a new one. I walked down stairs to see my father on his phone sitting at the table. He was eating take out and getting ready for work. A pit in my stomach grew because I knew that I would have to sneak to the cabinet.

I slowly went into the kitchen and grabbed a cup. I was exiting the kitchen when I stopped and look at the apple on the counter. I knew my body needed food to survive but I also knew my dad told me I was fat and my dad is always right. I ended up grabbing the apple and sneaking back up the stairs.

I took a bite of the apple and I felt sick. I wasn't supposed to eat. I am too fat. I knew the truth. I am too fat for food. Even if I wasn't it is to sickening to eat. I continued my mental debate which felt like more of a scolding till I couldn't take it anymore. I ran to the bathroom and threw out my apple. I then reached for my blade and grabbed it.

I sat in the corner of the room for probably twenty minutes. Half of me was saying things like, 'your one week clean keep the streak' or 'your already hurt and this can be handled better'. But the other side is screaming, 'you deserve it'!' 'It'll make you feel better!'.

Time skip fuckers

I had just taken my pills and was laying on my bed. I felt disappointed and proud. looking down on my arms I saw only 5 new cuts on my arm. I still knew it was bad but I didn't care, I deserved it. I looked at the clock seeing I had ten minutes till my stream. I got up and headed to the bathroom so I could get ready.

I brushed my hair and put on my classic red and white tee. I sat on my gaming chair and prepared stream. I had stream all ready to go so I decided to scroll through Twitter till it was time. I still saw clips of me and Lia's stream! I was happy that no one figured out Lia from the bridge is also Lia in the stream. One thing chat did notice Is Lia wearing my shirt. I blushed at the comments and hundreds of tweets spamming Liainnit.

I started my stream and decided to make it chill. I just answered questions and played some games. Wilbur even joined for a bit. At the end of the stream Wilbur, tubbo, philza, and techno were in the vc with me. After a fun 3 hour stream I ended with a happy goodbye to chat. I was about to leave the vc before Wilbur stopped me.

"Hey Tommy!" He said

"Yeah" I responded

"Sooo we've been planning something" he said

"We've been working really hard on this" philza added

"And we wanted to see what you thought" techno said.

"Just spit it out!" I yelled happily

"We're having a meet up!" Tubbo yelled before anyone else could comment. I felt so much happiness in that

"That sounds fucken awesome!" I exclaimed. After more chitter chatter we got into the details.

"So we planned on meeting on Saturday which is in 4 days and the trip will be who weeks stretching to the following Saturday. everyone bought plane tickets for a place about thirty minutes from Tommy" Phil informed us

"But we still need to find a place to stay for the week and a half " Phil said. Everyone nodded in agreement and I realized something. My dad leaves on a two week trip on Thursday! I could host at my house and my dad we be gone during the hole meetup! Before my mind could make a decision I spoke.

"My parents leave for a business trip in two days so i have an empty house, and I have a few guest bedrooms and a big couch" i reasoned. I heard lots of murmurs of agreement.

"So will your parents be okay with us staying?" Tubbo asked hopefully.

"Yeah totally!" I exclaimed

"So is everyone good with staying at Tommy's house During the trip?"Phil asked. Everyone said they could and thanked me.

"I can pick you guys up from the airport when you land" I said

"What time do each if you land?" I asked

"I land first an hour before philza"techno said

"I land an hour after techno" Phil said

"And me and tubbo land half an hour after Phil" Wilbur added. After discussing more it was decided. On Saturday I will pick everyone up from the airport cause no one wants to drive that far. Then we will stay the week and a half at my place and everyone will leave the week after that week on Wednesday morning!

"Hey Tom what is that under your hair" Wilbur asked in a concerned tone. I immediately went still. I needed to tell the truth I thought.

"I trip and fell down the stairs and hit my head on the railing" I said while lifting my hair

"Dear god Tommy you look like you got beat up!" Philza exclaimed! I did not like that statement because well, I actually got beat up! But I ignored it and kept talking. We chatted a bit more before a new topic came up.

"Hey Tommy whose that girl who came in your stream?" Tubbo asked Suspiciously.

"Oh yeah the one wearing your shirt" Wilbur added using tubbos tone.

"Oh come that is a childish move both of you" I laughed and so did everyone else. After some more bickering and chatting before everyone logged off. I laid down in bed and began to drift off before reality hit me like a ton of bricks.

I have to hide a lot.