My Teacher Myoui

A beginning of every end.

(A/n: I would prefer u all to listen to the music cuz the lyrics would explain most of the things I can't n even give u a hint bout what next to come but I can't promise)

Chaeyoung's Pov

Hi! I'm Son Chaeyoung. 20 years old, I hope u aren't confuse about my age if u are then I would like to clarify it again...I was 11 when all the chaos in my life started...Yes, I say it chaos cause I'm really confuse...I don't know what to do. Should I sacrifice everything n be with the person I love the most or let go of my feelings n start a new life. I know you guys would be thinking that I should just keep it a secret for now and enjoy the time with the one I love but I can't give her false hope and keep on using her for my pleasure just because I love her I can't keep on giving her false hope that there can be "us" in the future.
This world is a cruel place for people like us n they won't accept us even though they're slowly accepting us but they won't stop judging. It's not that I care about what the society says but I do care when someone says something to my parents..I can't take it. My parents r the most precious treasures in my life, I've seen them sacrificing their needs n wants just to provide our wants and the only thing I want them to give back in return is respect from the society not jeers..

She understands that too and I love her for that but can she wait for me till the end?

Talking about her..Trust me guys she's an angel in disguise.. she's the most beautiful person I've ever met. She never judged me for who I am, she always show her love for me even though at times I can't give her back cuz I'm not very good at expressing my feelings but she never complains. She makes me feel loved that's why I always doubt n question myself "Do I really deserve her?"

It's been 2 years since we're together. Age was never really a factor that stopped us from being together but I'm scared that I'm wasting her time, she's so beautiful that every guy admires her n even ask her out but she always decline the offer saying that she's already taken n here I am unsure of us, I'm scared that if anything happens in the future I'll blame myself for it.. There are a lot of "what ifs" inside my head that makes me doubt myself. I'm scared that if anyone knows about my relationship with her, it'll ruin her career and worst she will be sent to jail just because she loves..

Yes, Miss Myoui is my teacher. In front of the world, she is my teacher and I'm her student but what they don't know about us is the love we share for each other.

She makes me happy, she fills up my emptiness.. those 4 years that I spent without her presence was awful, every night when everybody were in their dreamland, I cried the whole night missing her presence, blaming myself for always pushing her away, regretting the moments where I was disrespectful towards her. But I didn't mean anything of all the things I did..I was confuse about my feelings, I was scared, it was all very new for me. When you'll know the story you'll get what I was feeling that time..

Well do you guys wanna know how it all started? I'm sure u do..
After listening to my story you'll fall in love with my Miss Myoui

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That was the first part of my first ever story..did u like it? Please comment

And what do you guys think about Chaeyoung's situation rn? What she do? What would you do if you were in her position?