My Teacher Myoui

Guilt

Everything seemed good now. Irene was slowly getting better but she still had to stay in the hospital for a while. Chaeyoung was taking care of her. But for Mina, whenever she sees Chaeyoung and Irene she doesn't know but a kind of guilt eats her up from inside. She feels as if she was the reason why they got separated for so long.. She tried her best to take out that negative thought from her mind but couldn't. Chaeyoung is right now having dinner with Irene along with her.. Both of the sisters were happily chatting except for Mina who was lost in thoughts.. Chaeyoung saw that Mina was not eating so she reached out to her..

- Mina, Mina..

- hmm..

- babe, what are you thinking about?

- oh nothing nothing...

- then have your food before it turns cold..

Mina nodded and then started having her food. It's been days since she have been feeling this way and it was slowly eating her up. Because of this, she was having a hard time looking at the good side. When Chaeyoung and Her can finally be together no one to bother her, why is she feeling so heavy? Was all she could think. She wanted to cry but couldn't.. It's like her tears had all dried up.. She looked at the happy sisters who were laughing and talking.. Was it her fault for making them apart?

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It was already the day where Irene will be discharged from the hospital. They all decided that Irene will be staying at Chaeyoung's for few since the latter asked so. Haruto and Heejin will be staying at their Grandparents' house..

Mina was standing at their balcony.. She felt a pair of hands circling her waist.. She closed her eyes at the contact. She knew who it was but all of a sudden she felt guilty.. She turned around and looked at Chaeyoung. Unlike before, Chaeyoung eye's were shiny and glistening. She has never seen Chaeyoung so happy until now. She touched the younger's cheeks and kissed her. Chaeyoung hold her close and kissed her back. As she pulled out from the kiss, she hugged Chaeyoung. Chaeyoung just smiled and hugged the latter back..

- I love you Chaeyoung. I love you so very much..

- I love you too Mina.

It was the same thing, the same three words they said but both of them were saying it with different emotions involved. One was saying it with all ounce of pain while the other was totally opposite. Chaeyoung pulled out from their hug and sheepishly smiled at Mina.

- it's already late. Let's go to sleep?

-yeah..

It was in the midnight Mina woke up and looked at Chaeyoung. She then got off from the bed and took her clothes put in a luggage.. Before she went she went towards Chaeyoung and held her cheeks lightly..

- I love you and always will love you.

She gave a kiss on her forehead and walked out from the room. She was about to enter her car when she was stopped by someone.

- where do you think you are going?

It was Chaeyoung. Mina didn't turn around to face her. She just remained in her place. Chaeyoung was on the verge of crying.. Finally when everything is alright here you go again Mina is leaving..

- Mina, everything is finally okay now. Why are you running away again?
Why are you making things complicated when everything is just simply out there, we can live happily together. Unnie is there with us, your parents is there for us, my parents, our friends. Everyone. Why again?

- because I can't help but to feel guilty Chaeyoung. Because of me all these years you were apart from your sister, that one person you care for the most.. Me knowing the fact that I was the reason for it makes me feel nothing but guilt. Chaeyoung I love you but whenever I see you with your sister the sense of guilt gets me and it's suffocating..