My Teacher Myoui

Why?

Next morning came..It was only 6 in the morning, Mina being an early bird woke up, she searched for the person beside her but didn't find her. She thought maybe Chaeyoung went to the washroom so she waited but Chaeyoung still didn't come.
She then decided to call her out
- Chaengi

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- Chaeyoung, Chaeyoung

Mina got out from the bed and searched the whole house but still there was no glimpse of the younger but then her eyes caught the letter that was on the table. Now, she knows what was gonna happen, she was trying her best not to tear up. Again yet again...She tried to think positive but it was not helping.. negative thoughts were the only that clouded her brain. She took the paper that was on the table and slowly started reading it...each sentence that she read broke her down...

Dear Mina,

I'm really really sorry that I didn't keep my promise. I'm sorry for leaving you again. I'm sorry for being so weak, for being a scaredy cat, for not being strong for us, for always giving you high hopes, I'm sorry for always hurting, I'm sorry for making our love suffer just because of me. The past two days that I had spent with you were the most beautiful two days of my life. And yet again I'm the one to ruin everything.

Mina, I'm not ending all this because I'm giving up but Mina I have my reasons. If I didn't end our relationship, things would've turn out to be worse for you and I didn't want that. I don't mind me getting hurt but I can't afford anyone to hurt you. But how ironic right, I'm here trying to not let anyone hurt you but at the same time I'm the one hurting you the most. I'm sorry for always hurting you I know saying sorry will not take away the pain that you've gone through but that's the only thing I can say right now. The reason why I didn't tell you was because I didn't want to see you cry not in front of me that too because of me so I decided that whatever time I've I want to make you happy, make you laugh, make you realize how much I love you and how lucky I am to have you. I wanted us to make happy memories instead of sad ones. I wanted us to remember these two days as something beautiful and something that gives joy whenever we recall it and I'm not gonna lie it was really the best two days of my life and I really hope we both share the same opinion on this.

Falling in love with you was the most beautiful thing that I've experienced. Being loved by an angel like you was really a great blessing. I'm gonna miss you a lot, I'm gonna miss us a lot. I'll miss every single moment that I've spent with you including both the bad and good ones because that's what made us. I love you Mina and I meant it so please don't ever think that I left you because I felt out of love never. You were, are and will always be the one that I'll love, we were just Right people at the wrong time. I'm sorry Mina. I don't want you to wait for me, go live your life, enjoy your life, I won't mind you moving on from me. If someone makes you feel things then don't hold back go for it. If someone makes you happy, loves you, is always there with you during your good and bad times and you feel the same for them then go for it. Don't think about me....just know that wherever I'll be, I'll be happy for you whether it be with me or someone else. I just want you to be happy my Minari Like I've always said you deserve the world. The time when you'll be reading this letter I'll already be gone. I guess this is our ending, a sad ending. At the end, fate did its job. You tried your best Mina you fought for us you didn't give up on us and thank you for that, you really are the bravest, strongest person I've ever met. Please stay strong, be happy and live your life happily, don't waste your energy crying for me, I never deserved you, I was just a lucky asshole to have someone like you to love. Thank you for making my life beautiful Mina. I don't want to extend the letter any further because I don't want you to waste your time reading it so......

Miss Myoui, I officially free you from me, Miss Son Chaeyoung. I wish nothing the best for you. Live your life and don't wait for me ok... I'm sorry and I love you. This time for the final time GOODBYE. LIVE A HAPPY LIFE AND ALWAYS KEEP SMILING.