~Blue Bird~ (LokixFem!reader) Book 1

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It's been a few months since you've been staying with Wanda and vision you can't remember what it feels like to not talk to her

But another thing is that you don't remember what it feels like to hold him again

You miss him more than anyone else

Every night you lay down you can't help but think about him

But all that aside Wanda and vision have been so good to you

Even though you have noticed Wanda getting a little anxious more than usual

But anyways

Present time~

You lay in bed unable to convince yourself to move

You wanted to get up but nothing was there for you to go to

Wanda was getting worried about you

you stayed in bed most days you refused to eat or to even come out form under your covers

Even vision was concerned

You fell

You knew you had but you put no effort into getting back up

You fell back into the state of mind you tried to leave behind

You didn't know why but you didn't care

To you nothing mattered

This stage in your mental health started progressively getting worse and coming back a few weeks ago

Suddenly you stopped being able to stomach anything anymore you wanted to feel empty

And then you would stay up half the night stuck in your own thoughts

Finally you would fall asleep and then when you woke up one morning

You stopped

You couldn't get up

You gave up

You didn't know what to do about it but you weren't concerned

Every day Wanda would try to talk to you and get you up out of the bed but you wouldn't listen

Your mind was racing a mile a minute every second of the day

Suddenly while you were laying in the bed the house shook

You heard Wanda scream and visions stone

You couldn't get up

All the noise was so loud

You covered your ears

You heard your door fly open and footsteps walking towards you

You opened your eyes and uncovered your ears

You couldn't speak

You were petrified

They uncovered you and picked you up carrying you out the door

When you got outside you were so pale and lifeless even though you were still alive

You heard doors to a vehicle open and then you were tossed in the back of the vehicle

Your head hit the floor of the metal car so hard

The doors slammed shut and you were alone

You sat up and looked around trying to figure everything out

You didn't know who carried you out here all you knew was they were in all black bullet proof armor

Suddenly you felt a rush of adrenaline