In February 2012 I started to get suicidal thoughts because I was being bullied and no one knew about me having suicidal thoughts I was thinking about wanting to end my life from when I woke up in a morning until I went to sleep at night they was hard to cope with but I still never told anyone I just hid it inside of me and no one found out about it.
I was being called nasty names AKA being called a slag,bitch,slut and many many more but I didn't tell anyone I hid inside so know one knew I was being hurt.
In May 2012 my mum died it was the hardest day of my life and my life was turned upside down and I never grieved for my mum and I still haven't till this day and I want to be happy by I don't think I can be because every time I feel happy I always feel guilty about feeling happy.
So many things has happened all at once and no one still knew I was feeling suicidal and having suicidal thoughts and about me being bullied.
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My life
Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...
