Tuesday 14th April 2015 at 9:00am I had my jabs a they didn't hurt when they was done but for the rest of the day and Wednesday my arms was killing me but It didn't help when I was self harming as well and at 2:00pm I had my LAC review and if you don't know what that stands for it means looked after child because I'm in foster care now it classes that I'm a looked after child and it was about 2 hours long it got boring after a while listening to everyone talking about me I only agreed with it all I wasn't really bothered but when my next LAC review I will find out if I can go home or not but it's not till the 17th June so got loads of time yet but I've got to decide whether I want to go home or not because if I'm not better in myself I'm not going home until I'm ready.
Friday 17th April 2015 I woke up about 7 ish because I went to a college not far from where I am living because Paula (targeted support) wanted me to do this course to build my confidence up because my confidence is really low and with me having a stammer as well it really makes me worry about talking to people but I was really good because I didn't stammer once it was a really good day but I ended up self harming anyway because I was feeling guilty for feeling happy and it made me feel really really low.
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Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...
