25/08/2015
As far as people think I tried committing suicide once this week but I tried committing it yesterday and today because I want to die really bad but know one will let me die my friends want me to stay so I do for them but then I want to end it all because it feels like I don't belong in this world anymore, its like no one wants me around anymore, why does everyone leave me when I need them the most.
Have I done something wrong to deserve this hurt, pain, sadness, suicidal thoughts, feeling what did I do wrong seriously.
I hate it so much becauseit feels like everything I do I fail at. Why am I still here I think to myself.
I help everyone with there problems and I can talk them out of suicide and self harn but I can't talk myself out of it and I can give people advice as well but I can't take my own advice.
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My life
Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...
