I'm so so sorry that I haven't updated this story in ages. I've been concentrating on my other stories but I will update this story every now and again I promise.
Since I last updated this story a lot has been going on and when I say a lot I mean a lot. In September 2016 I started my second year at college. September and October went okay I guess apart from in September I found out my dad might die.
In November things started going down hill. On Friday 11th November 2016 I cut really deep the deepest cut I've ever done and I was meant to be at college that day as well but I couldn't go because I couldn't really move my arm and it was bleeding a lot. I told my foster carer Karen and she wasn't happy that I had to stay off college but she said that if the cut didn't start closing up on its own then I would have to go to hospital.
Later that day I went to hospital with Karen and I had these paper stitches put on the cut to close it up.
This is after they put the paper stitches on.
This is my arm now.
November and December were both bad months for me so many memories came flooding back to me and it made it worse for me to cope.
Up to yet January hasn't been too bad. I've relapsed a few time with self harming. But I'm currently 21 days clean.
I'm finding it hard to go to college and I'm having this week off because my emotional state and mental health is at its worse right now.
I'll probably update more later in the week
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My life
Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...
