Hey everyone sorry that ive not uploaded in a while ive not been in the best place and im still not but im gonna try and uploadas much as I can.
Im really really depressed at the moment im pushing everyone everyone because thats what I always do.
My self harming is happening everyday still my tutors at college are concerned about it so I seen someone on Wednesday and spoke a bit about it with him it didn't make me feel any better.
My suicidal thoughts and feelings are getting worse. My last attempt was on the 27/09/15 I still think about wanting to do it but I know a few people wouldn't want me to do it so I havent tried it again yet.
My eating disorder is still bad im slowly starting to eat more then what I used to I have my ups and downs but im slowly getting there.
I have made a new group of friends at college they are all amazing. I have a boyfriend he's amazing and so supportive I couldn't ask for anyone better then him.
Im not talking to my dad or brother at all now they are just complet assholes in my eyes now.
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My life
Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...
