19/08/15
So I woke up at 7:40am because I have my enrollment at college at 9:45am which I am dreading a lot because we have to have our photo took and I hate having my photo took in front of people.
I'm also seeing my social worker at 12:00pm in the afternoon and going for some lunch at MacDonalds which I am really scared about because I don't want to eat and I'm scared to eat and the thought of food scares me as well. I have to tell him about the eating disorder what is developing slowly. I have to tell him about my suicidal thoughts getting worse. I have to tell him about my self harming has started again after being clean for 13 days.
Everything went well I tokd my social worker about everything going on and he said that he's gonna talk to his manager and see what support they can give me.
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My life
Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...