I haven't updated this story sinc November 2015 its been so long so I will tell you whats been happening in my life since then.
December 2015 was really hard to deal with since it was Christmas and I cried so much on Christmas day in front of my foster carers which ive never done before.
January 2016 it was an okay month. I tried my best to cope and I tried to stop cuttung but failed as normal.
February 2016 was a hard month a lot happened in that month what I can't really remember.
March 2016 was hard because it would of been my grandads 80th birthday if he was still alive but unfortunately he's not I miss him so so so so so so much I really need him here.
April 2016 to be honest it was a really hard month to cope with but somehow ive managed to get through it. I started recovery on 30th april and I stopped self harming.
Wednesday 11th may 2016. Today has been one of my hardest days ever. I tried to overdose but failied unfortunately I really really want to die I see no point in living anymore im better off dead then alive and everyone knows that. On the 22nd which is getting closer and closer will be 4 years since my mum died and I really can't cope with it right now. Why can't I just die so everyone will be happy :( :(
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My life
Teen Fictionmy life has been hard since 2012 when my mum died I've lost 3 other close family mem since then I try to cope and be strong but it is hard still I don't talk about how I feek anymore since I have gone back into my hell again which I know isn't good...
