Friends To Lovers #Malec#

Chapter-7

Alec's POV

         ''OH MY GOD!!! MAGNUSS... I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!' I realized that my face was turning red as impossible.

     Yes, I had a wet dream about Magnus. What can I say, I couldn't get Magnus out of my mind after last night. And I could have sworn Magnus was playing with my hair this morning.

     After my embarrassment wore off, I calmly went to my room. Magnus was lying on his stomach on my bed with his lecture notes out. I calmly approached him,

     "Can we pretend that what happened in the morning didn't happen? Please?” Magnus looked at me with a small smile, “Of course, as you wish.” I smiled and sat next to Magnus.
      
     Magnus and I studied for about three hours, we finished our entire research. After chatting for a while, Magnus decided to go home.

     After Magnus had left, I closed the door and looked at the clock. There were still a few hours before Izzy and my parents arrived. I went up to my room and took my sketchbook and started drawing something.
      
     I tried to draw. But I couldn't focus, every time I touch the pencil to the drawing pad, only Magnus comes to my mind. I closed my eyes and started thinking about Magnus.

     His golden brown skin, his brown eyes, his perfectly shaped nose, his pink lips that were slightly parted before he spoke. Man, how I want to kiss those lips.

     But I do know that Magnus doesn't like me the way I like him. Yes, he is flirting with me, and teasing me. But he does all this because he is friend with me.
 
    Maybe he's just pitying me. After all, I am someone who has never been kissed before and bad things have happened to him. Why would Magnus want someone like me?
   
      I started drawing with all these in my mind. I started to think about my family and my mother was always supportive. The best mother anyone could have.

     Izzy is my rock. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for Izzy, she's the only one in my life who knows everything. She was with me through all the bad times I went through. She took care of me even though she was younger than me. I can't live without Izzy.

     But on the other hand, my father was the opposite of everyone in my family. He didn't even fully accept  that I'm gay, he still thinks I'll bring a girl home someday. He doesn't speak his mind out loud as he used to, which is a good thing I guess.
  
     When I finished my drawing, I looked at the sketchbook in my hand. I really like what I've drawn.

    A portrait of Magnus. I know it  wasn't as perfect as Magnus but I was happy to have his perfect face in my notebook.

     After a while I heard the outside door open. I closed my notebook, put it under my pillow, and went downstairs.

     I saw my mother coming in, I ran to hug her "Mom.." My mother hugged me tightly, I felt like I hadn't hugged my mother for years.  "Hi honey, how are you?"

   "I'm fine mom, I missed you." My mom put the bags in her hand on the kitchen table and ran her hands through my hair "I missed you too, honey. How was your day? What did you do?"

    I sat on the kitchen counter while my mother placed the things she bought. “It was fine, Magnus stayed here for the last two days. We prepared presentations, studied math and watched movies together.''

    My mom looked at me, "Aww, really? Why didn't he stay for dinner? I miss Magnus too.”

    “I don't know, I told him to stay, but he said he had to go home.” I started pouting. “You know what, invite Magnus over for dinner one day. He can even bring his girlfriend if he wants, what was her name?"

     A big smile appeared on my face, "No, he can't." My mother raised an eyebrow at me and looked at me, "Why is that?" My smile started to get bigger and bigger, "Because they broke up. She cheated on Magnus.”

     “Aww, poor thing, how is Magnus?”

     “Magnus is very good. I don't know why, but he doesn't seem upset."

    "That's weird. So, why are you so happy about this?” My face started to turn red all of a sudden “WHAT?! No, I‘m not happy." My mother put down what she had in her hand and came to me.
  
     "Look honey, it's perfectly normal to have feelings for Magnus. Since the first day you met Magnus, you started to become a happier person. I know dating can be scary for you after what happened to you but you have to take someone to your heart. Magnus is truly the perfect person for you.”

     Tears started to flow down my cheeks after my mother said, “Is it that obvious that I like Magnus?” My mother smiled a little. "I mean, kind of."
 
    My mom wiped the tears that fell from my cheeks, "What if Magnus doesn't talk to me again after he finds out what happened to me?"
 
    "Sweetie, he's your best friend, you know what kind of person he is. Do you really think Magnus will walk away from you once he finds out what happened to you?"

     I shook my head as if to say no, "No, actually I don't think so. Maybe he'll get angry, or he'll feel sorry for me. I don't want him to pity me mom."

      My mother started to hug me tightly. “He won't honey, he won't.” I closed my eyes and began to calm down with my mother's familiar scent.

     I don't know how long we stayed like this, we were both startled by the sudden sound of my mother's phone. My mom took her phone and went into the living room to talk, so I started thinking about what my mom had said.  

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