Friends To Lovers #Malec#

Chapter-15

Alec's POV

    A few hours later I awoke to sounds coming from downstairs. I couldn't understand what was happening and I immediately left the room and went downstairs. My mom and dad were fighting. Izzy stood on the side, shocked. I immediately went to Izzy.

    "Izzy? What happened?" Izzy looked at me with watery eyes.

   "Dad's leaving us"

    "WHAT?!"

   I immediately went to my mom and dad and said, "What the hell is going on here?!" My father turned to me angrily, "You.. It's all your fault.." I looked at him confused,  "What the hell are you talking about? What have I done?" He shouted loudly to me.  "YOU'RE BORN" I thought why is he talking about this? Why should my father be bothered by my birth? Dad took a deep breath,

   "You still don't get it, do you? I never wanted to marry your mother, but you were born. You ruined all my plans and I had to marry your mother." I was stunned by what my father said. "Because of you, I've been condemned to this miserable life for years. That's why I hated you, more and more every day when I saw your face."

    I felt tears fill my eyes and my mother pulled me behind her "Get the fuck out of this house. Don't get close to my kids." My father rushed out of the house. My mom immediately wrapped her arms around me, "Alec!! Ohh, my baby boy. Please don't be upset. Everything will be fine, please."

    I blinked, still not understanding what was going on. I had no idea how we got here. "I'm going to my room, don't bother me for a while."

    However, I went up to my room and threw myself on the bed. I don't know how long I lay on the bed. After a while, I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of the door.

    "Alec? Can I come in?" It was Izzy. I didn't answer, but Izzy came in anyway. "Mom's shift is about to start, so she's off to work, and I'm staying at Clary's tonight. Can you stay home alone?" Again, I didn't answer, I'm too tired to open my mouth. "Alec?! If you don't answer, I can't be sure you're okay." I took a deep breath and forced myself to speak, "Go Izzy, I'm fine, I need to clear my head." Izzy gave me a kiss on the forehead and left the room. I'm alone.

    After a while, I forced myself to get out of bed. I went to the bathroom "I hate myself too." I looked in the mirror, and the more I looked in the mirror, the more my image began to bother me. I took off my clothes and stepped into the shower. I turned on the cold water and waited under the water for it to clean my body. After a while, when my legs didn't carry me anymore, I sat down on the bathroom floor. I leaned my back against the cold tile and began to think.

   My father is gone, he hates me. I knew my father didn't love me, but I didn't know he had this much hatred for me. I don't know how long I sat under the cold water, I looked at my bruised fingers and forced myself to get out of the bathroom. As soon as I got out of the bathroom, I grabbed my gray sweatpants from the floor and slipped them onto my legs without drying myself. I looked in the mirror again.

    It was the ugliest thing I had ever seen in my life, with my lips bruised from the cold and swollen eyes. I attacked my mirror image without thinking. I punched the mirror, punched again, punched again and again...

     I looked at the blood in the mirror and then I looked at my hand and I don't feel anything. I got out of the bathroom and threw myself on my bed. I want to sleep, I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. I noticed that my breathing was getting heavy. Cold and nervous stinging like needles in my chest. I started shaking.

    Did my father really hate me that much? Why do bad things always happen to me? I felt my eyelids getting heavy. Suddenly, the door to my room opened, and before I knew what was happening, I heard the breathless voice of Magnus.

     "Alexander?!" Magnus came running to my bedside. I forced my eyes to open. "Alexander, please stay with me."