NENJIL NENJIL IDHO IDHO.......

CONFESSIONS......

Mullai way laying there as if she was not even able to take breath........
Every inch of her body was paining owing to his intense activities........
She knew he's a bit rugged and rough when it comes to their intimacy...........
Infact he never handled her with softness and she too loved his form of rough intimacy........

But then...........

It was totally different.........
He behaved as if he was knocked out of his own senses thereby knocking out of her own senses........
She who always covers her and them up with blanket as soon as he moves away post the satisfaction of his desirous lusty love was still laying there even without moving a finger to cover them.........

Kathir seeing her this state closed his eyes with immense guilt........
He too was drained out mentally and physically........
With much difficulty he cladded them both with blanket........

Unable to do anything further he laid as such beside her without a pillow this time too as he felt moving towards pillow was tedious........

And slowly mullai was getting back into her senses.......
She understood kathir was not sleeping........
Ofcourse he wont sleep until they both dont cuddle........
Its their habit.......
Mullai with much difficulty moved her hand towards his head and caught hold of his curls......
As  if not able to even caress it rested then and there....

The sense of guilt resurfaced more and more from him this time..........
He looked into her eyes with a sense of sorry but was lost in the depth of the love it shown him despite the pain he gave her just then......
Mullai invited him near her with a nod.........
Kathir as if caught in a spell moved towards her with much difficulty collapsed over her again and smudged his own self clumsily over her..........
Mullai hugged him closer with a sense of peace and pleasance by her palpitating hands......

Hugging her as if he is her baby, he closed his eyes slowly getting back to his clear-headed, matured self.............
Mullai closed her eyes with immense solace and slept...........
Kathir closed his eyes receiving pleasant warmth and slept too..........

The room on the bright daylight stood as a silent witness for the bursting array of emotions of the two uncladded souls cladding themselves within their uncladded bodies.............

Time flew......
It was almost 5 30 pm.......
Kathir was the one to open his eyes from sleep......
The pleasant warmth engulfing him made him smile automatically forgetting his own agony.......

Their usual practice will be she sleeping in his bare chest post such heated moments.......
But now.......
It was different..........

Him being engulfed in her warmth made him forget everything for a moment and smile......
He even kissed the bare skin over her mediastinum and nibbed her there.......

Mullai was still in deep slumber.........
Unknowingly she clenched him and plastered tightly over her more and more........
His fingers were as usual on her mouth owing to her finger chewing habit while sleeping...........

He smiled on the kiddishly mothered wifey beauty displayed in front of him wondering how can she be a child, mother and mesmerizing wife in the same time......

Gently lifting himself up and cladding her completely with the blanket he went to take bath and fresh himself up........

While bathing he was able to realise the intensity of his own activities by the burning sensation on various spots of his body..........
Memories of "them" turning on beyond limits came to his brain.........

Followed by the reason for them being so.........
Kathir's face lost its colour and smile........

He realised the fact that still things didnt settle within them.........
But........
He also realised the fact he got very clear headed and his ability to think logically back in full form.........