(FINISHED) Skater Boys- JakeHoon (ENHYPEN)

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(Jake)

I don't know what's up with Sunghoon lately.... Ever since we went to get ice cream last week, he's been so distant. I hate when he gets like that, but what am I supposed to do? I don't want him to think that I'm trying to be controlling... I just want to help.

Earlier today, I asked him to go out to eat with me, but he denied... He never does that.  All I wanna know is... What happened? Did I do something to make him lose interest in me? Wait... Did I offend him in any way? Was I being to clingy?! Was-

"Yah! Jaeyoon-ah!!"

I jumped and looked up from my book, snapping out of the trance I was in.

"You called me for a reason, didn't you? Or can I go back to studying?"

Jay's eyes were narrowed as he stared at me from across the table. I suddenly felt a rush of guilt...because after all, it was me who interrupted his schedule to ask him to meet up.

I sighed and drew in a deep breath, slowly sitting up in my chair and cracking my knuckles before looking Jay in the eyes.

"Has Sunghoon said anything to you?" Jay suddenly changed his demeanor, his shoulders relaxing as he seemed to release some sort of tension.

"Ah... That's what's up." Jay met my eyes and cracked a small grin.

"Nope, he's just soooooo busy... He just hasn't had any time for us."

Now I'm confused... How could Sunghoon be so busy if he shares all my classes, we've been studying together, and I just hung out with him the day before yesterday... On Friday.

"Well... I suggest you talk to him. Maybe meet him... Outside in the courtyard? At perhaps 4 pm?"

That was oddly specific- WAIT!

"HOLD ON, JAY-" Before I could interrogate even further, Jay had grabbed his things and practically flew out the door to the library, cackling like some sort of evil anime villain.

Suddenly, my phone rang with a notification, and when I checked it, I swore I felt my heart leap from my chest.

Hoonie

Sorry for ignoring you...

But meet up @ courtyard 4pm ?

I wanna tell you smth ;)

After I read the text, I nearly screamed and threw my phone across the floor.

...

"WHAT WAS THAT?! WHY'D HE PUT A WINKEY FACE?!? WHAT DOES HE HAVE TO TELL ME?!? AAAAAAAAAAHH!!"

As soon as I made it to my dorm, I fell down onto my bed and screamed into my pillow. I don't remember the last time I've felt this way... Like a school girl with a big crush.
 
Right now all I can think of is seeing Sunghoon in front of me, maybe we'd be holding hands outside under the fading streetlights, and the only thing keeping us warm would be the other's foggy breath in the cold air. Maybe, maybe I'd smile up at him, and before he could tell me what he'd been feeling, I can confess to him.

I can tell him how I've felt since nearly the first day I met him, that I truly love him- that we're soulmates. And then, maybe he would stare into my eyes, he would smile and cup my face, and then he'd give me the shortest but sweetest kiss that could ever be given. And then we could go on a real date, hand holding, hugging, kisses, pecks, and every other cute thing couples do.