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Hey, 

silent readers or poet lovers or just someone seeking for words that you couldn't express in real life.

When i first writing this,  i wrote when it's become too much.
And it has always stay that way.

In a way,

I feel like maybe these pseudo-book can trigger the feeling of hopelessness? 

I deeply apologize if that may be the case.

I may have a message for you :)

Some days,  it's going to get worse.
Some days,  it can feel like you can take the whole world.

And when it suddenly crashing down on you,
this feeling of aching homesickness to the old you,
Or this feeling of loneliness you cannot explain that stay even with however many humans you got to talk to.

Don't give up yet.
It's okay to get lost in the moment of despair.
To write poetry, to scream aloud depressing lyrics
To just cry. 
To do anything.

But don't let it consume your whole life.

I could not promise you that tomorrow will be better
I could not promise you that next month can be better
I cannot promise you that next year is gonna be better.

But you have to know this,  you need to know this.

That no matter how depressing your life become to be,
There is always something worth looking for.
There is always something worth being nice for in the face of devil.

There is always something worth to look forward to when giving your love to people,
There is always something worth fighting for.
And you will find it one day.

You will meet your own happiness.
You will meet a right person for you.
I cannot promise when.
But you will.
I promise you that you will.
Maybe if it is not in this life,
Then maybe in life after death,
In heaven because you've been so patience with all the test you've been through.

Keep fighting. Keep fighting.

Keep your head up. 

You can always find diamonds in hundred of creatures of human.
You can always find love in hundred of hate being thrown at you.
You can always find happiness in the storm that blinded your eyes.
You can always.

Innamaal usri yusra.

Until you find that happiness,

Keep fighting.

:)

Okay?

-a.

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