F R A G I L E

s u n s h i n e

Wake up, o' idiotic you,
now is your time to rise,
stand straight, chin up,
walk away like the way you always did.

Hold on, o'idiotic you,
dont mess their hopes in you,
she beared the pain of torturous effort,
just to hear you cried innocently.

stay still, o'idiotic you,
your lips shall never reply back,
he face the obstacles in those sweat,
just to see you eat and play like everyone else.

O'idiotic you,
you are their sunshine,
their hope-
Whatever pain that hit you,
whatever sins that drugged you,
whatever memory that fades within you,
whatever heartbreak that killed you,
there they are-
ready to sooth your ungrateful figures,
ready to sang their lullaby song,
ready to take whatever sins,
ready to drown in your faded light.

You are the sunshine,
you once shine brightly,
you once faded miserably,
no matter how much hopes you crushed,
their loving eyes-
are always ready to give you forgiveness.

While im just a storm,
i watch you shine and rise,
i watch them coax the sulky you,
i watch their heart softened for you.
To them- you are their sunshine.
To them- im just a second choice if you are lost in the winter.

Im just a storm, you're always the sunshine,
i bring nothing but chaos,
as your light sting my darkened eyes.
Im just a storm, you're always the sunshine,
i am never once their hope, nor their solidarity,
just a blank figure, waiting for their glimpse.

For them-
im just another you.
im a replacement of you,
another shadow of you.
Im just their storm-
the one they turn to when they want the worries to fly,
the one who only exist in rain,
the one who destroyed,
the one who write a confusing letter.

For you-
im your solidarity when you were lost,
im your hope when you were confused,
but never am i,
your love in winter to lost with,
your sister in summer to have fun with.
For you-
I am nothing but the audience of miserable you.
Audience for when you were drown,
asking for help in those dark rivers i barely know.

I didnt know, sunshine.
I never know.
I didnt know how to swim
I didnt know how to fly the worries in river,
as i live on land.

For letting you drown, im sorry.
For watching those rivers, forgive me.
Im just a silly peculiar storm,
Afraid of which gloominess should i interfere.
Im just a silly peculiar storm,
that admire the idiotic sunshine you,
but never want to know the reason for fading you.

Rise and wake up, sunshine.
If you fall, we are here to hold the masculine you.
Wakey wakey sleepy idiot,
i love you forever-
through those cruel curses i spit,
alas, fighting is a hobby of us.

---- a.