"Harry I can't keep doing this with you!" Y/N had yelled at him, "Well it's your fucking fault we fight every damn night!" Harry yelled back at her, not wanting to be the blame for another argument.
"You're kidding me right?! We're fighting because you decided to go out drinking with your stupid friends instead of doing the one damn thing I ask of you!" Y/N shouted, "I just needed you to come to this goddamn dinner H! One dinner that was all I asked and you couldn't even show! I was stood in the parking lot waiting on you for an hour!" She yelled, tears starting to brew in her eyes.
"All you asked!? Are you fucking kidding me?! All you do is ask me to do shit, Harry my friends don't like you let's go to lunch! Harry my parents miss you, let's go visit together! Harry you work too much, can you take a day off to spend with me!? All you fucking do is nag and nag and nag at me to do shit and it's too much!" He screamed at her.
"The thing is Harry, you haven't done one damn thing I've asked. Not a single thing. I do every single thing you ask me to because I love you! But you never give back! I made an effort with your friends, I made sure your parents liked me because it was important to you! Hell I spend most nights in bed alone because you're never home anymore! Harry it's starting to feel like you don't love me anymore!" She cried to him.
"You're too much Y/N, you just ask too much of me, I can't do it anymore" Harry sighed.
"Are you serious?" Y/N asked softly, her face dropping and changing from anger to hurt, "You don't love me anymore do you?" She asked, "I- I don't know! Alright, I just. I need time to think! I need to- I don't know I need to just think!" He groaned, holding his head in his hands.
"Maybe I should just leave then" Y/N said quietly, "Yeah! Maybe you should!" Harry shouted, sitting on a seat. Y/N just looked at him in shock, Harry taking one last look at her before she's walked out the door.
...
That was two weeks ago. Since then Harry's heard absolutely nothing. He's called, texted, gone to her house, her friends' houses, but nothing. It's like she vanished.
He didn't mean any of it, he was drunk and mad and stressed about his new album. He got his priorities mixed up and let his emotions get the best of him. And now she's gone. He doesn't know where she is or when he'll hear from her again, if he even will that is.
"I'm in my bed" Harry sings softly as he comes up with a melody on the piano, pushing the keys softly.
"And you're not here" He sighs, looking out the window of the apartment he used to share with Y/N. Her stuff was all still here, she hadn't come by to pick it up or anything and that was the last bit of hope Harry was hanging onto.
He just needed her. He wanted her here. He honestly didn't know what he was supposed to do or what he would become without her. He missed her. More than anything else. He'd give everything up to just see her again. Tell her he fucked up and he's sorry. That of course he still loves her and he would for the rest of his life. Just if it was for a second.
He was scared honestly, he didn't want to become someone she didn't want to see anymore. He didn't want her to become a stranger that he could recognise anywhere. He didn't want to lose her. He wanted to marry her, have kids with her, he wanted to grow old and spend the rest of his life with her.
"Harry" He hears a voice softly say, making him spin around.
She gives him a small smile and Harry can't help but let everything out.
"Y/N, baby, I am so sorry, I didn't mean any of it, I was drunk and stupid and God, I'm so stupid. I just, I didn't mean any of what I said, I'll be better I promise, I'll give it all up for you, I swear it, I don't care anymore, the most important thing to me is you, nothing compares to you and nothing will change that, I promise, I just, I need you in my life Y/N, I love you so much" He rants, tears starting to fall down his cheeks.
"I know, I know, I'm sorry okay? I overreacted, I know you try your best and I should be grateful you even give me any of your time" Y/N says.
"No, you didn't overreact Y/N, you shouldn't have to settle for whatever time I have spare, you should be my priority, you are my priority, look the album can take as long as it needs to be perfect, but we can't, I need to do better and I will, I need to try harder and work on our relationship more. You come before anything, we come before anything, before work, before stupid parties, you do it for me baby and I swear to you I will give you the same" Harry says, cupping her cheeks in his hands and looking into her eyes intensely as she smiles at him softly.
"I love you so much H" Y/N says, sniffling a little and Harry smiles, "I love you too baby, more than anything" Harry says back, kissing her lips softly.
....
Cute kinda sad one for yall! Hope you enjoyed, I low-key loved writing this!
Also someone tell me what in the fuck Harry is doing. HS3 SINGLE FRIDAY. Calling it haha :)
Anyway, I love you all so dearly, thank you so so much for taking the time to read this and be my friend - because yes I consider everyone who reads these my friend, I am that sad - it truly means the absolute world to you I can't even explain it! Love love love - Jess x <3
Ps. It was my birthday last Tuesday but I had my party on Saturday and LOOK AT MY CAKE. I AM OBSESSED. also pls do not call me Jessica. It is not my name. Well it is but it's not. Jessica is gross. I'm Jess, you get me? Anyway, look at it <3
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
