Mötley crüe x reader

Twenty-four

We all watched a movie until Athena and Tommy's parents fell asleep on the sofa.

"Let's go upstairs" Tommy whispered not to wake them up

"Yup let's go" I whispered back getting up and walking slowly upstairs

Tommy followed me behind as we entered his room

"Okay sit down on my bed and close your eyes, I'm gonna bring you your gift," He said smiling

"Alright T-Bones make it quick," I said smiling closing my eyes

Tommy walked away and came back quickly handing me a box wrapped up with paper

"Open your eyes now," He said smiling

I opened my eyes and grabbed the box

"Okay now open it slowly," He said sitting down next to me

"Alright," I said chuckling opening the box that was wrapped looking at it carefully

"So before you open it to see what's inside I just want to say that it took me 3 hours," Tommy said rubbing his neck nervously

"I'm sure it's perfect," I said taking off the lock before opening it.

 My smile became more and more intense, it was a shitload of pictures of us with a quote behind each one of them with the date and the hour.

"Tommy... Wow..." I whispered looking at the beautiful pictures of us

"I just want you to know that I love you Y/n and that I wouldn't have made it without you" Tommy smiled a bit

"Awww T-Bones..." I said smiling softly

"Look Y/n I..." He looked at me for a moment

"I really love you okay?" He said smiling

"I really love you too T-Bones," I said still looking at the pictures

"Can I um... Do something?" He asked getting a little bit closer

"Um yes of course" I smiled a bit

He cupped my cheek between his warm hands and looked at me in the eyes before I could say anything he shut me up with a long pleasant kiss. I pulled away a minute later and looked at him confused.

"I-I don't understand, you love her why would y-you?..." I asked confused looking at him

"You know I still you" He whispered looking at his hands ashamed

I just looked at him not knowing what to say, I nodded and looked away as my eyes filled up with tears.

"Look Y/n, I know you love him and I wish it was me that you loved. I wish I could be the one holding you're hand and kissing you... Not him.." He said standing up as his voice became shaky

I stood up as well and grabbed his hand so that he could look at me.

"I do love you Tommy, but I also love him. So I'm probably gonna regret doing this but fuck it" I said shaking my head kissing him one more time

He picked me up from the ground and pulled me onto the bed as I felt a soft smile on my lips as I smiled back knowing that the was happy. He immediately stood up and shook his head.

"I cheated oh fuck" He mumbled walking around in circles

"Tommy I'm sorry... I...-"

"Can you give me a minute I need to be alone" He said still not looking at me

"Yeah okay okay" I answered sniffling grabbing the box that he gave me before walking downstairs.

His dad looked at and tilt his head.

"Are you okay Y/n?" He asked walking closer to me

"I'm fine sorry I just... I'm really sorry" I said trying not to cry again

"You poor thing..." He said walking closer to me hugging me

I hugged him back crying as he pat my back

"Hey shhh it's okay... It's okay..."

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean to cry I'm really sorry," I said taking a step back

"Don't be sorry, do you want a drink or a tea? I was gonna make myself a drink" he said smiling softly

"A drink would be nice" I smiled back whipping my tears

He walked over to the kitchen as I sat down on the ground near the fireplace, he walked back handing me a drink as he sat down beside me.

"There you go, it's a Scotch I don't know if you'll like it, I know you're a jack lover but yeah I hope you'll like it," He said sipping his drink

"Thank you very much," I said taking a sip as well

"Do you like it?" He asked smiling a bit

"It's really good, thank you" I smiled a bit before looking at the fireplace

"Let me tell you something, and I'm saying this as a parent, Tommy had a lot of girlfriends in the past and if I'm being honest, you're the only one who brings the sparkles out of him" he said taking a sip

I looked away thinking for a bit before he continued talking

"I know that you're with Nikki and that you love him but, the way you look at Tommy... Is not what friendship looks like" he said smiling a bit

"But... He loves Heather, he's getting married David..." I said taking another sip

"Maybe but that doesn't mean he loves her..." He said downing his drink

"I know but... He's so happy around her and all I do is hurt him. God I'm so stupid" I said as a tear fell down my pink cheek

"You're not stupid Y/n... you're young and you make mistakes and it's totally normal to do so. " He said wiping my tears away

"Thank you, Mr. Lee" I said smiling a bit

"Cmon you know you can call me David," He said smiling

I nodded and rested my head on my knees

"You know I consider you like a daughter right? So here's a dad's advice... follow you're heart okay? Don't mind Nikki, you're fans, Vince or the journalist and the paparazzi, listen to you're heart..."

"I never really had a dad, and as weird as it seems, I feel like home like I have a family again... Thank you," I said downing the rest of my drink.

"The pleasure is mine and I always wanted 3 kids so..." He chuckled patting my back

"Thank you very much for letting me stay here," I said looking at the fire

"If you want to sleep in the guest room for tonight to take a break you can you know that right?" He asked looking at the fire as well

"Yes please, he said he needed to be alone so that would be very appreciated," I said yawning

"Alright then, you look tired you should go to sleep. We have a big family dinner tomorrow so I suggest you go get some rest alright

"Yup, thank you," I said getting up walking towards the stairs

"Goodnight Y/n sweetie," He said smiling

"Goodnight and thank you again..." I said walking upstairs towards the guest's room as I heard Tommy swearing, I peeked a bit seeing him crying. 

I felt a knot in my throat as I walked to the guest room and closes the door entering the blankets crying myself to sleep.