Mötley crüe x reader

Thirty-Four

-The next morning-

I rolled over to cuddle on Tommy but all I felt was the cold side of the bed, I opened my eyes and the room was empty. I sat down trying to remember what happened last night in vain. I noticed that I was wearing Tommy's shirt with no pants, I suddenly remembered the hot night. I closed my eyes and laid back down burying my face in the blankets. I facepalmed hard and squeezed my fist as my nails dug into my skin. What have I done?

(RING RING RING)

"Ughh fucking hell" I mumbled getting up answering the phone loosen up the grip of my fist

"Hello?" I asked

"Y/n? Is Tommy with you?" Nikki asked over the phone

"No, he's... gone, why?" I asked biting my nails

"Um... I wanted to ask him something but never mind. You want me to pick you up?" He asked probably smiling behind the phone

"I... No, I can walk it's fine" I answered feeling sick 

"What? Don't be ridiculous Y/n let me go get you" Nikki replied 

"No I want to walk I'll see you for the show alright?" I said feeling tears pricking up my eyes

"Woah... what happened?" He asked worried making some noise behind the phone

"Nothing just... I'll see you later" I hung up and started to cry as I dialed Mick's number

"Mick speaking," He said answering the phone

"M-Mick? Can you come g-get me?" I stuttered crying softly

"Of course what-where are you?"He asked over the phone

"Ritz-Carlton" I answered sniffling

"Alright, I'll be there in 10 minutes max alright?" He answered

"T-thank you," I said hanging up whipping my tears

I grabbed my dress and folded it and put everything in a bag grabbing some pants that I had in a bag last night and putting them on before walking downstairs. I paid for the room and headed outside waiting for Mick. A minute later he pulled up and opened my door from the inside. I entered the car, closed the door, and started to cry uncontrollably.

"Hey hey, Y/n, what's happening..." He said patting my back 

"Tommy and I.... w-w-we..." I stuttered trying to speak but my throat was getting so tight that nothing would come out.

"Hey, deep breaths let's go back to my place, and then we can talk okay?" He said playing in my hair

I nodded as he started the car driving away towards his house. I looked out of the window thinking about how Nikki would feel and how Tommy hated me and how I fucked his wedding up. Mick sparked his car and touched my shoulder which made me jump.

"We're here," He said calmly

"Thank you" I mumbled getting out of the car

He locked his car and opened his front door for me, I stepped inside and headed into the living room sitting on the couch, he sat down beside me and looked at me.

"What happened?" He asked concerned

"I-I slept with him Mick," I said looking at him as my eyes filled up with water

"Who Nikki? " He asked confused taking my hand

"T-Tommy," I said looking at him breathing heavily

"Oh, sweet Y/n..." He said shaking his head before hugging me tightly

"I ch-cheated on Nikki and fucked up their w-wedding Mick I'm-I'm a bad p-person," I said hugging him back crying

"You're not a bad person Y/n, don't say that shhh..." He said kissing my hair still patting my back

"I don't know what to do. Tommy probably hates me now, Nikki will be mad and..." I cried more

He pulled away and cupped my cheek

"For now you relax and get ready for tonight, after the show you can come back here and sleep at my house for as long as you want okay? We'll find something I promise I'm gonna help you okay?" He said smiling a bit

"T-thank you, Mick," I said sniffling

"Your welcome doll" He uttered kissing my cheek

-The show-

We're all backstage as I peeked a bit to see how many people were there, I looked at Mick and sighed. We've hit the bottom, no one was there it was all empty, Nikki looked at me and sighed as well. Tommy was drinking some water as I walked towards him.

"Hey T-"

"I'm not in the mood" He replied mumbling

"But Tommy I-"

"I said I wasn't in the mood Y/n go," He said a bit rudely

"Tommy I just want to talk..." I answered feeling a bit hurt

"There's nothing to talk about Y/n, nothing," He said grabbing my arm

"Don't touch me" I said taking a step back as he let go of me

 I walked towards Tom and bit my nails feeling a bit sad

"You got anything to say?" I asked looking at him

"Well I just didn't think it would end this way, with some other dude singing your songs," Tom said walking closer to me

"You mean Elektra's fucking songs? I asked rolling my eyes

"You're never gonna live up to this deal you know that... right?" He asked looking at me

"Then how about you give us the right to our music back and well we can call it even?" I asked feeling my heart racing as I walked towards a table

"What are you even asking Y/N you want me to give you back your music instead of the money we owe you? The Beatles don't even own the rights to their own fucking music" He said speaking a little louder

"Well the Beatles should own the rights of their own fucking music Tom, and so should Mötley Crüe. You think you own us because you own our music but you don't care about what's happening behind the stage and behind our albums. Nikki almost does and you wanted us to make another album, that's fucked up. We're humans and we have emotions just like you do" I shouted a bit walking towards the boys.

Tommy looked at me before looking away. I sighed and walked towards mick and grabbed his arms so he could hug me from behind. Nikki looked at me weirdly before taking a deep breath

"On with the show, I guess" He mumbled before walking towards the stage as we all did the same.

As we're playing, I could feel Tommy's eyes on me and Nikki's. No one was watching us everyone had posters saying that they wanted Vince back... It was the most horrible show ever.

-After the show-

Mick and I were sitting on his couch, I was drinking vodka as our old music videos were playing on the TV. Mick sighed and closed his eyes

"I miss Vince" I mumbled

"Yeah... we all do..."