Mötley crüe x reader

Fifty-Sixx

[ Time skip ]

Dear diary,

It has been a hell of a ride am I right? I haven't actually took the time to look back at all the years... I haven't took the time to truely enjoy. But today is the last day, I'm never writing here again ever.

To Nikki,

I've thought a lot... About you and me, I loved you. And I still do, with all my heart. You've been there for me when no one was, made me smile when the only thing I wanted was to cry. Maybe our relationship wasn't the best, but that's okay. I had fun, and you did too and that's the beauty of it. Sometimes all we need is someone to hold our hand, someone to tell us that we matter. And you and I needed that kind of love, even if it wasn't gonna last. We needed to be held, needed to matter to one another. I still wear the rings, everybody thinks it's silly. But since when do I listen to what people think huh?

We'll meet again, xoxox Y/n

I closed my diary and wiped the tear that had escaped while looking over at Tommy playing with our kids. I had everything, a family, Tommy was finally my husband... Everything was perfect. I sniffled and took a deep breath opening my diary again ripping the page I had written for Nikki and folded it so I could send it to him.

"My love? Are you hungry?" Tommy asked lifting our daughter up in the air laughing a little

I looked down at my hands smiling a little and finally looked back up,

"I'm not hungry, thank you" I smiled again and looked over at him,

"It's Halloween soon! And our little Aurora wants to dress up as a cowgirl! Right? Tell mommy" Tonny said putting Aurora down,

Aurora ran towards me and smiled up,

"Daddy's right! I want to be a cowgirl! Oh oh and Uncle Nikki told me I could borrow his old cowboy hat!" Aurora giggled

I bent down and placed a hand against her cheek,

"I have to go see him, I'll grab the hat on my way there okay?" I asked placing a kiss on her forhead,

The end