Mötley crüe x reader

Thirty-Five

-Tommy's Pov:-

I was playing with some of our new compositions at home but... I couldn't stop thinking about Y/n. As fucked up as it sounds I just couldn't get the image off my head, I was trying to avoid her as much as I could but... It was impossible. Heather walked towards me with a magazine and throw it at me

"Baby what the fuck?" I asked taking off my headphones

"I want you out! Have a great life with her you asshole!" She shouted at me before storming out of the room

I looked at the cover of the magazine and saw Y/n and I the night of the Gala, the picture was taken from outside the hotel and it pointed at our room... 

"Baby I-"

"Don't!" She shouted getting out of the house cslamming the door

"Tommy you fucking idiot! Fuck fuck....FUCK!" I shouted hitting the wall made of glass in front of me as it shattered everywhere

"FUCK!" I screamed holding my hand

-Y/n pov:-

(RING RING RING)

"I'll go get it," Mick said trying to get up grunting

"No it's fine I got it," I said walking towards the phone picking up

"Hello?" 

"Y/n, it's Doc... Have you seen the magazine?" Doc asked over the phone

"You know I don't read magazines so no, why?" I asked sitting on the counter

"I told the directors to take it down and I paid them for it," He said with a soft ashamed voice

"What? I don't understand" I replied confused

"It was a picture of you and Tommy at the hotel..." He answered worried about my answer

I immediately hung up, I didn't know what was I supposed to do. I just hung up and looked at the floor

"Who was it?!" Mick asked shouting

I didn't answer, all I could do was think about Nikki reading the magazine, Heather, Tommy... All I could do was cry. I stood up and held my chest breathing heavily.

"Y/n I swear- what happened who was that?" Mick asked walking towards me

"Everybody knows..." I said looking at him not seeing a thing because my eyes were filled up with water

"Ah shit" Mich mumbled walking closer to me opening his arms

I nodded and cuddled hiding my face. I was ashamed, I don't know... it's a weird feeling to cheat on someone, you know that what you did is bad and you feel the grief and it's like a um... a stab in the guts that never goes away. It's like a constant mental pain but the more you think about it the more it hurts physically.

"Hey hey look at me," He said grabbing my face into his big hands

"Mick it's m fault," I said sniffling

"No it's not Y/n, you guys slept together. Not just you, the both of you okay? It's his fault too" He said brushing some hair out of my face

-Nikki'S pov:-

I was reading a boring book at home as I received a call

"Nikki speaking," I said answering the phone

"Nikki? It's Heather. Do you have a minute?" She said sniffling

"Yeah, I do... You okay?" I asked rolling my eyes