Mötley crüe x reader

Fifty-One

I rolled onto the side exhaling loudly calming down, Nikki put his arms around my waist to hug me as I closed my eyes. I was extremely tired and had caved in, yes I was sad but there was nothing I could have done to avoid this. I was too weak and too sad to actually talk back to him.

"Are you okay?" He mumbles kissing my head as I only shrugged it off closing my eyes

"Baby? Tell me" He sighed as I felt my heart skipping a beat

"I'm okay Nikki" I replied a tad rude not wanting to elaborate

"Okay... Are you staying for the day?" He asked as I opened my eyes seeing that there was a smile on his lips

"I don't know, I think I'm gonna go back home or something," I said sitting down straight hiding my chest with the blanket 

"Okay yeah, it's fine" He replied turning around to fall back asleep

The truth was that I wanted to go back into Tommy's arms and just cry, I felt so bad for going back to him... I stood up and got dressed up grabbing the ring back sighing

"You're gonna leave me are you?" He asked his back still facing me

"I don't know Nikki... I really don't know" I sighed tying my hair up

"Please don't leave me..." He said in a sad voice

"Nikki I don't want to talk about this right now okay?" I sighed walking to his door

"I love you," He said loud enough

I just nodded and walked away to Tommy's after a moment I reached his house opening the door slowly

"That is what I'm trying to fucking tell you Tommy! She doesn't fucking love you so why the fuck are you still holding onto something that will never happen!" Athena shouted as I stepped in

"Shut the fuck up alright! DON'T YOU THINK I FUCKING KNOW THAT?! SHE'S IN LOVE WITH A FUCKING CHEATER I KNOW!" Tommy shouted back as I stood there awkwardly 

Tommy turned around in my direction as he exhaled loudly "Hey..."

I only shook my head walking back out as he grabbed my arm

"Y/n I-"

"Tommy no, no no fucking no. I'm going back home" I shook my head rapidly sniffling

"Y/n don't go alright? Fucking stay with me" He said holding me into a tight hug as I just closed my eyes

I heard some footsteps as Tommy sighed

"You're a dumb fuck Tommy" Athena said walking out

He groaned pulling away "I didn't mean to-'

"I slept with him" I said quickly waiting for a reaction. He didn't say anything and he didn't reacted badly. He only grabbed my hands shaking his head

"It's okay" He whispered as I closed my eyes once again

"I think I'm gonna leave him..." I mumbles testing my head in his chest

"Really?" He mumbled

I only nodded letting a tear fall down

This is sort I'm sorry//