What if Mötley crüe had another member? And what if that member was a girl? ♤The dirt inspired I stsrted writing this 6 yrs ago👩🦯 THIS WAS MY FIRST STORY IDK WHY IT GOT SO MUCH VIEWS IM DEAD,
I felt like shit so I let her, I let her hit me. I didn't care if she hit me over and over again. I fucking deserved it. I was sorry so fucking sorry and I couldn't stop apologizing. She tried to push me away but I kept holding her tightly against my chest, she was slowly losing it I could feel it...
"Y/n please stop" I mumbled as she was debating in my arms
"Let go of me" She cried yelling hitting my arms
"Y/n calm down please calm down. Hit me all you want but please don't go" I said as my voice became shacky
"You ruined my fucking life and now you-you go with her and your-your leaving me alone here?!" She shouted crying
"I'm not leaving you alone never and I'm certainly not letting you go until you calm down," I said in a low tone
She hid her face in my chest and hit my abs softly and placed her hand on my stomach as she sniffled a bit and calmed down.
"I got you shhh" I whispered playing in her hair still holding her as tight as possible
She didn't answer, she just stood there in my arms crying. I don't know what she was thinking about but it calmed her magically.
-Y/n's pov-
I sniffled and hugged him back. I was slowly going nuts, and I knew it.
"I'm so sorry my love" He whispered holding me tightly
"Don't l-leave me I don't think I'll be able to endure it please Nikki don't go I'll do anything" I said sobbing again
"Hey, did I say that she was my girlfriend? Did I say I was leaving you forever?" He asked whispering softly
I shook my head and looked up at him confused and I saw a small smile escaping from his lips.
"I wanted what you and Tommy had, the friendship. She's my best friend y/n nothing more" He said lifting my chin a bit
"I don't know what happened I'm sorry. I need help..." I said in a low tone looking into his eyes almost crying again
"I'll help you, my love... Forever remember?" He asked cupping my cheeks
I nodded and smiled a bit sniffling
Nikki didn't let go of me we stood there in the middle of the sidewalk hugging each other. I didn't care if I looked like an idiot I needed him as much as he needed me.
-Time skip to his house-
He drove us to his house, the ride was quiet but not in an awkward way. It was more like a comfortable silence, Nikki held my hand rubbing his thumb slowly on my fingers while driving. When we arrived he let go of my hand and quickly opened my door and grabbed my hand again like his life was depending on it. When we stepped inside I saw her, the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She was blond, had the face of an angel, and a smile that could kill at first sight. My heart dropped.
"Hey, Y/n right?" She asked climbing down the counter as her beautiful dress fell as well
I nodded slightly had Nikki hugged me from behind which gave me a wave of relief
"I'm Cristine, we spoke on the phone earlier," She said extending me her hand
"Yeah I remember," I said shaking her hand unsure
Nikki let out a dark chuckle in my ear before he spoke
"Sorry I was gone for so long we had to talk," Nikki said to Cristine while rubbing his thumb on my cheek
"Oh it's totally fine I had to take a shower anyways" She chuckled a bit before walking towards the kitchen
Nikki slowly let me go before kissing my cheek
"Go to my room I'll be there in a minute. I have a gift for you" He said smiling softly
I nodded and walked towards his room, I sat on the bed and looked around, and sighed. God Nikki was a messy guy. I stood up and started to clean his room. I looked at the opened closet and smiled a bit as memories blurred my mind. I remembered those nights where we would just sit in his closet with a blanket and snort coke cuddling each other. This one time when we drank in his closet until we couldn't speak properly. This time when we...
"Hey what are you looking at?" Nikki asked chuckling hugging me from behind shaking my thoughts away
"Nothing all good," I said chuckling
"Okay so now I want you to close your eyes okay?" He said smiling kissing my neck a bit
"Okay?" I answered chuckling closing my eyes
"So, I bought this for you but I never got the balls to give it to you but I think that now is a good time to do it." He said letting go of me
"You sound nervous Sixx what's going on?" I asked as my eyes were still closed
"Give me your hand" He whispered in my ear
I nodded and does as he said I extend my hand in front of me. He grabbed my hand delicately and inserted a ring on my finger. I opened my eyes and saw the ring as my eyes filled up with water. It was a beautiful pale magenta ring with a lot of diamond on it. I looked at it carefully before looking up at him smiling.
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"Nikki, it's beautiful..." I said almost out of breath
"I'm sorry I didn't give it to you earlier" He mumbled scratching his neck
"It's perfect I love it," I said smiling widely touching the ring
"You have to promise me something," He said taking my hand
"Anything" I replied staring into his big brown eyes
"You have to promise me you'll never take it off, whatever happens," He said taking my hand
"Never, I'm gonna wear it till the day I die" I uttered quietly smiling
