Mötley crüe x reader

Thirty-One

We needed a new signer... Tommy was super hyped about it but... I wasn't. Vince had a special place in my heart, even tho we fought a lot he's always been kind to me and helpful. But I guess that nothing lasts forever...

-Tommy's parents' house-

"Yio T-Bones can you pass me the guitar? I just had an idea" I said sitting on the edge of his bed writing on my diary

"Yup" He grabbed the acoustic guitar that I received as a present last Christmas and handed it to me

"Alright so It could go like this," I said playing around with some chords mumbling things

"Sounds perfect Y/n," He said kissing my hair

"Just like you" I mumbled smiling

"mhh? What was that? I didn't quite hear" He said playing with my hair

"Nevermind, can I ask you a question? I want you to be honest" I asked smiling a bit

"Shoot," He said laying down beside me 

"So um, I wanted to know if you ever did something that you regret and now your stuck in it. I don't know sorry it's kind of random" I said putting the guitar down to lay down beside him as well

"Yes... Why?" He asked turning his head a bit to look at me

"Because I'm stuck in the middle of something and I don't know if I'll ever be able to get out of it..." I said looking at him as well

He cupped one of my cheeks and smiled

"I understand, I'm sorry. If you ever want to talk about it I'm here" He uttered quietly

" thank you, Tommy, you're my best friend, and I'm glad we met each other," I said smiling

"You're my best friend too," He said hugging me

I smiled a bit before closing my eyes

"Thank you" I mumbled softly

"Why?" He asked playing in my hair

"For staying by my side even if we fought a lot" I susurrated

"Of course, forever Y/n," He smiled a bit

"Tommy... Please don't say forever. We both know that's not true" I said laying down on my back staring at the ceiling

"Even if we're old, I promise that if you ever need me, I'll be there even if we fight," He said looking at the ceiling as well

-KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK-

"Tommy sweetie?" His mom said opening the door a bit

"Yeah, mom?" He asked sitting down

"Heather's on the phone it looks important," She said smiling a bit

"Alright, I'll be back in a minute Y/n," He said kissing my head before walking downstairs

"How are you? You look... sad" His mom said walking closer to me

"I'm fine... I just can't believe that Vince quit the band..." I said sitting down

"I know, I think he needs some time for himself," She said playing with my hair a little

"He said awful things to us... I never knew he hated me so much..." I murmured looking at her

"You guys are teenagers still, even tho you're 28, you still feel like a teenager because you're living the dream so of course, you guys fight like children. Don't worry about it maybe it's better this way" She smiled a bit